Bloodflowers wrote:
but im not going to anymre
i honestly cant
im so sick of not valuing myself of leeetin g people walk all over me and telling me what to say and what to do
my skin feels like it infested with ants and my head is infested with ants and theyre just crawling and crawling inside pumping me full of thoughts and opinions that no one is worthy of
i will go through my life not eatng barely sleeping but thats ok too nd dont let anyone tell you how to live your life
i have had partners where i make myself small so they can feel good about themselves but the ttruth is it is them who r very very small and they see that and theyre trying to hold me back so they can think they are better than me
but im not going to anymre
i honestly cant
im so sick of not valuing myself of leeetin g people walk all over me and telling me what to say and what to do
my skin feels like it infested with ants and my head is infested with ants and theyre just crawling and crawling inside pumping me full of thoughts and opinions that no one is worthy of
i will go through my life not eatng barely sleeping but thats ok too nd dont let anyone tell you how to live your life
i have had partners where i make myself small so they can feel good about themselves but the ttruth is it is them who r very very small and they see that and theyre trying to hold me back so they can think they are better than me