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Glados wrote:
I just found out that my two best friends have had feelings for eachother for a while (idk if theyve done anything) and I’m really upset rn like crying and really angry but I don’t know why.
I’m hurt that it feels like a confirmation that I’m always second choice and that none of my relationships can ever be balanced because they will choose other people over me. and I’m sad that the friend group will never be the same even if they say it will because I’ve been noticing the special attention they give eachother when hanging out for a while before i even knew, besides the fact that one just went on vacation and invited just the other one and not me bc “ik u have work and theres only one room”.
its relevant to say that at one point i liked one of them but he rejected me, so to see him choose our best friend (who gets the attention at parties etc) makes me so jealous and hurt.
I understand that they can’t control their feelings and its not fair of me to resent them for living their own life but i dont know how to not feel angry and hurt and anxious about this.
anyway if u have advice please give it if not thanks for reading
I just found out that my two best friends have had feelings for eachother for a while (idk if theyve done anything) and I’m really upset rn like crying and really angry but I don’t know why.
I’m hurt that it feels like a confirmation that I’m always second choice and that none of my relationships can ever be balanced because they will choose other people over me. and I’m sad that the friend group will never be the same even if they say it will because I’ve been noticing the special attention they give eachother when hanging out for a while before i even knew, besides the fact that one just went on vacation and invited just the other one and not me bc “ik u have work and theres only one room”.
its relevant to say that at one point i liked one of them but he rejected me, so to see him choose our best friend (who gets the attention at parties etc) makes me so jealous and hurt.
I understand that they can’t control their feelings and its not fair of me to resent them for living their own life but i dont know how to not feel angry and hurt and anxious about this.
anyway if u have advice please give it if not thanks for reading
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