Lituirchego wrote:Claire wrote:
religion literally exists
youre asking if god or whatever exists or if religions are based in any truth but religion is a thing that exists
sorry, too emotional to explain myself properly, probably.
What i think i mean is, (of course religion exists), but a lot of strains of particular religion (such as christianity and church of England) rely on 'if you did bad, then expect to perish in hell' kind of thinking. And it does seem to be 'an eye for an eye based'.
My friend has irreversible ovarian cancer. I love her more than words can explain. She is one of those people who are more beautiful and fantastic than words could explain.
I think I'm asking a theoretical question of whether if God did exist, whether in that case, he would bargain. My life is surely worth less than hers - therefore, why her?
This is a process most if not all people go through and for you it's heightened by a serious situation + emotion.