DaddyIssues wrote:
I've been ready to move away from home for years now, but I finally got enough money and knowledge to actually do it. The only problem is that I don't have my driving license yet. I've always been sure the if I can take it before I move away from home I NEED TO DO THAT.
However, my home situation is... not the best. I know that there are people who have it A LOT worse but I still feel sick being home. My mom always tell me I'm good for nothing and worthless. My brother never defends me. He also used to punch me until I was shaking on the floor and then kick me. My mom knew about this for years before actually stepping in.
I feel like throwing up every day I wake up knowing it's gonna be another day of yelling and backlash from everything I do. I've tried telling people around me but no one really believes me since "my family seems so nice" and when I bring up this problem people seem to think I'm overreacting. I feel so powerless and small cause no one believes me and no one want to help me figure this out.
So, should I stay another year to get my license but feel scared the whole time or should I move without it and try to take it at a later time in my life (and then also have to spend much more money on it)?
I've been ready to move away from home for years now, but I finally got enough money and knowledge to actually do it. The only problem is that I don't have my driving license yet. I've always been sure the if I can take it before I move away from home I NEED TO DO THAT.
However, my home situation is... not the best. I know that there are people who have it A LOT worse but I still feel sick being home. My mom always tell me I'm good for nothing and worthless. My brother never defends me. He also used to punch me until I was shaking on the floor and then kick me. My mom knew about this for years before actually stepping in.
I feel like throwing up every day I wake up knowing it's gonna be another day of yelling and backlash from everything I do. I've tried telling people around me but no one really believes me since "my family seems so nice" and when I bring up this problem people seem to think I'm overreacting. I feel so powerless and small cause no one believes me and no one want to help me figure this out.
So, should I stay another year to get my license but feel scared the whole time or should I move without it and try to take it at a later time in my life (and then also have to spend much more money on it)?



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