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Saudade wrote:
i found out i think last week that my friend from YMCA passed away, and today I found out the reason ... turns out there is an ongoing investigation for murder. I'm so heart broken. I've been trying to understand and cope but nothing makes sense. I'm a bit tipsy rn and just needed to let this out
I wish I talked to her more, saw her more ... She was my first friend when I moved in YMCA, her and her BF were the first to talk to me and make me feel safe in an otherwise shitty environment. I don't know how to cope. I just can't get her smile and laugh out of my head. I;ve been trying to act normal around my friends but it's getting harder. I feel like it has made me realise that anything can come crashing down at any time and that terrifies me.
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Date: 13-08-2020 00:20
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And the day after I found out she passed away my step dad had to put the bird down. I am so overwhelmed. The last time I experienced death was over a decade ago and I just brushed it off because I was too young to understand but now I'm really hurting from it all 
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Date: 13-08-2020 00:22
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I've been trying to get on with life, trying to distract myself but it's hard ... I can't even think about my summer project for university. I'm so broken.
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Date: 13-08-2020 00:23
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I think it's okay to not understand. To be sad, shocked, scared, confused. However, let yourself feel it and write/talk it out if you can. Take some time to grieve if you have to. Take care 🤗
Date: 13-08-2020 00:25
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And I feel like such a weirdo revisiting her facebook almost daily because its the only thing I have to remind me that she existed and she was a light in peoples lives. Seeing peoples messages wishing her farewell makes me realise, oh shit, this is real.
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Date: 13-08-2020 00:25
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Nesta wrote:
I think it's okay to not understand. To be sad, shocked, scared, confused. However, let yourself feel it and write/talk it out if you can. Take some time to grieve if you have to. Take care 🤗
Thank you so much 
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Date: 13-08-2020 00:25
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