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so idk for some months ive been like maybe i should go talk to someone u know what i mean. n i was supposed to call back abt anxiety something to a doctor back in like november but i never did bc i was too scared to call, lol, what a flop. n now im like whats the point even, i can have a normal lyfe anyways so whats the point right

n previously ive almost prided myself (thats so silly i dont feel that anymore lol) in that i managed to do better on my own just by forcing myself without seeing anyone abt it. n idk if i feel much better but at least im able to do alot more now lol.

so anyways at this point i dunno even what id get help with?


but whatever to the point tho,
i feel like i could never call in to book an appointment anyways bc i have no idea what id say in that call?
n i feel like they know me there by now bc i was there for physical problems alot a while ago i feel like theyd be like bro...
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i dont know what i want with this thread n its not like theres any worry (i guess thats ironic) like its not like its important to do or not to do this i guess im just ranting babbling

also the text is very confusing n contradicting reading this im like ok bro ur hot n ur cold ur yes n ur no ur in n ur out ur hot u break out(?)
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also im trying to not be embarrassed abt this bc everyone on vp's got anxieties i hear
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Date: 16-08-2020 01:03
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ur hot u break out omggggg

but yea this isnt anything u should be embarrassed abt n it honestly great that uve managed on ur own for so long??? but if u feel like talking to someone might be worth trying out, i think u should consider it. like its never wrong to ask for a bit of help
as to how u would approach getting an appointment tho, im not really much help : /
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kruspersille wrote:
ur hot u break out omggggg

but yea this isnt anything u should be embarrassed abt n it honestly great that uve managed on ur own for so long??? but if u feel like talking to someone might be worth trying out, i think u should consider it. like its never wrong to ask for a bit of help
as to how u would approach getting an appointment tho, im not really much help : /
lmao i didnt remember the lyrics

yea i think i wanna try it but im also like whatever right
but im seeing a nurse at the same place on monday so i think ill try to be like, lol i never called back abt something etc etc. maybe even tell the truth idk. she can think im dumb n weird i much rather embarrass myself irl than on phone lmao
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Date: 16-08-2020 01:13
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also im trying to not be embarrassed abt this bc everyone on vp's got anxieties i hear
lol i dreamd that MissLondon wrote in this thread like, "ur right abt that one" quoting this n i was so sure id see her comment in here when i scrolled down lol
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Date: 16-08-2020 23:16
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someone bumped this n it was not cardboard..
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also im trying to not be embarrassed abt this bc everyone on vp's got anxieties i hear
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Date: 16-08-2020 23:26
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give me a second to just process that this is a serious thread 
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is it possible to email them? in general i dislike making phone calls because of all the wait and shit, but like.. would that be better for you, assuming that you intend on seeing someone about the issues you're having? 
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--- already sorry for the rant. idk if it was helpful at all or just me babbling --
Honestly, I'm about to quit my sessions tomorrow because I got the ultimatum that I now need to want to take active action (alas exposure therapy for my social anxiety) which I'm not really interested in, and know what I want to do further w\ the therapy (which I don't and I don't see much help in exposure therapy that I'm not already doing on my own as I'm like a good deal functioning at this point. ) As well, do these sessions just give me extra stress on my to-do list and guilt b\c my dad drives me, and it hasn't really done me much tbh. I never really had trust in therapy from the start tho, and it's not like I'm cured and I can deal with "every possible" situation but that wasn't my reality when I was 'healthy' either. Like I'd rather run my own run, you know. That's just how I work and prefer. I'd rather see myself opening up to people that I know than strangers -- when things feel safe for me to do so. And even though you're supposed to trust this person, I don't, and I don't know why someone assumes me to do that after having met a person like 8 times. I mean, I've told you some of my darkest experiences but this isn't trust. 

I don't know. 
Exposure therapy isn't what I want even though my "perfection complexes" will guilt me for quitting because now I'm a coward who quits. I also probably have a fear of authorities and well, the power imbalance even in therapy gives me lowkey trust issues.
Why do people assume that I want action rather than just someone that wanted to listen to what I had to tell when I was ready to do so? 
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kruspersille wrote:
ur hot u break out omggggg

but yea this isnt anything u should be embarrassed abt n it honestly great that uve managed on ur own for so long??? but if u feel like talking to someone might be worth trying out, i think u should consider it. like its never wrong to ask for a bit of help
as to how u would approach getting an appointment tho, im not really much help : /
lmao i didnt remember the lyrics

yea i think i wanna try it but im also like whatever right
but im seeing a nurse at the same place on monday so i think ill try to be like, lol i never called back abt something etc etc. maybe even tell the truth idk. she can think im dumb n weird i much rather embarrass myself irl than on phone lmao
thats a good idea, it’s also much easier to be taken seriously irl
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also im trying to not be embarrassed abt this bc everyone on vp's got anxieties i hear
lol i dreamd that MissLondon wrote in this thread like, "ur right abt that one" quoting this n i was so sure id see her comment in here when i scrolled down lol
also i thought im the only 1 who has vp dreams i’m not alone😌😌
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give me a second to just process that this is a serious thread 
im kinda shook myself
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Date: 16-08-2020 23:43
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is it possible to email them? in general i dislike making phone calls because of all the wait and shit, but like.. would that be better for you, assuming that you intend on seeing someone about the issues you're having? 
there isnt one on the website, or at least not one where u can book appointments etc. so thats too bad lol it would have been better i think
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Date: 16-08-2020 23:44
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--- already sorry for the rant. idk if it was helpful at all or just me babbling --
Honestly, I'm about to quit my sessions tomorrow because I got the ultimatum that I now need to want to take active action (alas exposure therapy for my social anxiety) which I'm not really interested in, and know what I want to do further w\ the therapy (which I don't and I don't see much help in exposure therapy that I'm not already doing on my own as I'm like a good deal functioning at this point. ) As well, do these sessions just give me extra stress on my to-do list and guilt b\c my dad drives me, and it hasn't really done me much tbh. I never really had trust in therapy from the start tho, and it's not like I'm cured and I can deal with "every possible" situation but that wasn't my reality when I was 'healthy' either. Like I'd rather run my own run, you know. That's just how I work and prefer. I'd rather see myself opening up to people that I know than strangers -- when things feel safe for me to do so. And even though you're supposed to trust this person, I don't, and I don't know why someone assumes me to do that after having met a person like 8 times. I mean, I've told you some of my darkest experiences but this isn't trust. 

I don't know. 
Exposure therapy isn't what I want even though my "perfection complexes" will guilt me for quitting because now I'm a coward who quits. I also probably have a fear of authorities and well, the power imbalance even in therapy gives me lowkey trust issues.
Why do people assume that I want action rather than just someone that wanted to listen to what I had to tell when I was ready to do so? 
i went to someone for cbt some years ago for like... 3 sessions n then i was like nvm bye, i didnt even say anything i have no idea what we even did lmao. but now im like more ready to try it i feel like so im like why not. but i get what ur saying, i think i mostly just wanna try it out n see how it is. bc it feels like some things r worse now n im tired of it never getting better so im like ill give it a go lol

quitting sounds like the right thing for u tho, hope things getter for u <3
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