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blind to depression
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Limbs wrote:
tw: depression, brief mention of suicidal ideation

it's so weird how you can become blind to ur depression right? sometimes i srsly think oh i don't feel that depressed, maybe i'm not depressed anymore? like i feel pretty normal. but then if you ask me questions it's like

well are you sad and tired all the time? yes
do you struggle to enjoy anything? yeah
do you feel worthless and guilty? yes obvi
do you feel hopeless? yeah duh
do you wish you were dead? yea
do you struggle to get out of bed/do anything? yes

but like i feel normal? it doesn't feel like i'm depressed it feels like this is just how life is. it doesn't feel like my thoughts are warped at all, it feels like i'm being very realistic about things. it's hard not to believe what i think n it's so hard to imagine that things could be different, or that they're truly not like this for everyone else all the time

oof
can anyone relate, i kinda hope not but u know
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Date: 20-08-2020 19:31
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Bloodflowers wrote:
the severity of depression differs or changes idk
i'm never sure when i'm depressed anymore but i just hate being not depressed
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Date: 20-08-2020 19:33
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l have become so used to the thoughts in my mind that l don't even realize that lm depressed
Date: 20-08-2020 19:34
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Parasite wrote:
Same, I've never been aware of when I'd be going through periods of depression. I just assumed it was normal.
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Date: 20-08-2020 19:37
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kagura wrote:
yea something like that and then i got told that i have depressive personality disorder so it's just me being depression not depressed
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Date: 20-08-2020 19:47
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Villere wrote:
yea its weird how used you get to it

i got diagnosed with dysthymia after depression tho so idk if its bc of that

and.like sometimes i'll be in an extremely depressive period and not realize how bad it was until after and i don't understand how i could be so blind to it

you learn from it tho thankfully (+ getting outside perspective helps)
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Date: 20-08-2020 20:01
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ouch wrote:
Is that not how non-depression feels like
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Date: 20-08-2020 20:03
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Limbs wrote:
ouch wrote:
Is that not how non-depression feels like
c'mon now
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Date: 20-08-2020 20:38
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ouch wrote:
Limbs wrote:
ouch wrote:
Is that not how non-depression feels like
c'mon now
What
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Date: 20-08-2020 20:39
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Meep wrote:
omg that hit me hard
cuz lately i have been like hmm I feel more normal, but damn, maybe not 
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Date: 20-08-2020 20:40
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Anachronism wrote:
Oh yeah, kinda becomes your new normal, it's like you get used to it. 

Like I assume ppl feel like this everyday all the time:



Then come to find out ppl are discussing how great of an example of clinical depression this is and its like.... oh  

I recommend composing mood logs if you're struggling w/ this. It helped me (: 
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