Absinthe wrote:Vodyanoy wrote:
same but i express it a lot
anyways, what's up? did something happen
(l suppose a slight TW) Oh, yes. My ex broke up with me months ago bc he thought he was unhealthy for me (he was right). The man was toxic as one could be and he thought that because his actions were unintentional it would somehow release of the emitonal and mental abuse I went though when we were together. It was a relief that he broke up with me.
Anyways, he contacted me two weeks ago. All my anxiety and self-mutaliton came back and l got bedridden. Had pretty heated up convo. He apologised and left me alone for two weeks until this day when the shot went down. Got a little taste of the year when we were together and had an unbelievable convo. Long story short, he gone now and it stays like that. I'm sad af even sadder when he broke up with me but what bring me comfort is that l know he can't contact me anymore.
ok yeah that's fucked up