Rosa wrote:
It's been a bad, bad day. For now, I've shut myself off mentally, that's why I write like this now.
My rabbit Nalle Bengtsson, who earned many titles, like sidekick, partner in crime, familiar and soulmate, died this morning. He had been sick for about two weeks, lost half of his weight and the ability to walk. I brought a cage next to my bed for him to rest in, and 04.40 my intuition told me to wake up, to find him paralyzed. He fell asleep a few moments after that. I had my sister on the phone. I'm glad I could pet him and say goodbye in his last moments.
It feels so empty here. I can't feel his presence anymore, and that makes me feel so alone. I do have another bun. I got her a month ago so we aren't really that synked yet. I just wanna go to sleep now, but it's so strange and scary to live in a world where Nalle isn't Nalle anymore. It's horrible. I love him endlessly
It's been a bad, bad day. For now, I've shut myself off mentally, that's why I write like this now.
My rabbit Nalle Bengtsson, who earned many titles, like sidekick, partner in crime, familiar and soulmate, died this morning. He had been sick for about two weeks, lost half of his weight and the ability to walk. I brought a cage next to my bed for him to rest in, and 04.40 my intuition told me to wake up, to find him paralyzed. He fell asleep a few moments after that. I had my sister on the phone. I'm glad I could pet him and say goodbye in his last moments.
It feels so empty here. I can't feel his presence anymore, and that makes me feel so alone. I do have another bun. I got her a month ago so we aren't really that synked yet. I just wanna go to sleep now, but it's so strange and scary to live in a world where Nalle isn't Nalle anymore. It's horrible. I love him endlessly