Bloodflowers wrote:
actually in 2 days but whatever
after shaving my head
the longer it gets the less people stare at me honestly
and i like it more the more it grows
and the plan was to grow it out t my shoulders again
but idk
i might just keep it short because now im used to it ??
in the beginning it was super short and you could see my scalp now im worrying about developing a mullet and u cant see my scalp rlly but its also short enough so that you cant style the hair or move it it just sits the direction it grows
i want to grow it to where at least a little goes down towards my forehead because all that hair grows sideways and then maybe ill keep it that lenght
or maybe i wont
i just know the longer it grows the more im considering like i could keep it this way
but then i remember me with hair and im like i kind of like that only because of how it looks
i wash my hair once a week
and my hair NEVER bothers me
no getting stuck on anything, breakage and it always feels nice when i touch it it never feels dry or get tangles or frizz
i always find it funny that ive noticed the longer my hair grows the more insecure i am in social situations
negatives
i know i argue ugly is ok but sometimes i just feel ugly its my need for approval getting in the way
cant do any hairstyles
not one person has said anything or asked about it so secretly im thinking of their assumptions
sometimes i dont rlly like the way my ears look w this hair ngl
it looks longer in the back, hair grows unevenly over my neck
sometimes i want hair, cant have that too soon
positives
not worrying about rain or wind
not having to do my hair
no breakage or frizz or tangles
never looks dirtyor greasy
nice to touch
no struggling with finding the right conditioner
sometimes i feel cool
actually in 2 days but whatever
after shaving my head
the longer it gets the less people stare at me honestly
and i like it more the more it grows
and the plan was to grow it out t my shoulders again
but idk
i might just keep it short because now im used to it ??
in the beginning it was super short and you could see my scalp now im worrying about developing a mullet and u cant see my scalp rlly but its also short enough so that you cant style the hair or move it it just sits the direction it grows
i want to grow it to where at least a little goes down towards my forehead because all that hair grows sideways and then maybe ill keep it that lenght
or maybe i wont
i just know the longer it grows the more im considering like i could keep it this way
but then i remember me with hair and im like i kind of like that only because of how it looks
i wash my hair once a week
and my hair NEVER bothers me
no getting stuck on anything, breakage and it always feels nice when i touch it it never feels dry or get tangles or frizz
i always find it funny that ive noticed the longer my hair grows the more insecure i am in social situations
negatives
i know i argue ugly is ok but sometimes i just feel ugly its my need for approval getting in the way
cant do any hairstyles
not one person has said anything or asked about it so secretly im thinking of their assumptions
sometimes i dont rlly like the way my ears look w this hair ngl
it looks longer in the back, hair grows unevenly over my neck
sometimes i want hair, cant have that too soon
positives
not worrying about rain or wind
not having to do my hair
no breakage or frizz or tangles
never looks dirtyor greasy
nice to touch
no struggling with finding the right conditioner
sometimes i feel cool