Solar wrote:
with having nothing to do now, and knowing that the 'normal' life will be starting soon?
i have gotten so used to doing absolutely nothing each day that starting with work again seems absolutely crazy. I'm dreading it, but also looking forward to it since I have nothing to do besides overthinking life. Everything is becoming bland, I haven't been this unmotivated in years to do anything. Even the things I usually enjoy, I no longer truly enjoy. I've stopped writing, which I used to do each day. Even gaming isn't quite doing it for me anymore. I feel bored, alone and sad. And still I don't want to go to work, because I know it'll be tough getting used to it and I'm not sure I'll like it (it's a new job).