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i'm probably a bad friend
Bloodflowers
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Bloodflowers wrote:
my best friend moved to a new, 2 room, apartment and i was there today and she showed me around and she was so happy and she kept asking what i thought

but i couldn't be happy for her at all and i didn't really say anything just nodded and faked a smile

it was just
shit
i kept thinking about my own possible homelessnes and the people i live with saying theyre going to make me homeless and move and leave me out on the street and telling me to move but i dont have any money

and i just thought
i cant stand here and fake being happy while she's getting what i want and what i need and she doesnt have to lift a finger it's just given to her and ive worked my ass off for 10 whole months and i still cant get everything together



we should have a move in party and i should give decor advise and i should be happy she has this big cool apartment and gets to live where she does
but i just felt depressed and i didn't want to be there


and like she was not rubbing it in my face
but i still felt like it was rubbed in my face that i dont have a home
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Date: 08-09-2020 21:18
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Redd wrote:
you are entitled to feel any and all emotions, that's an internal thing. since you're aware of the fact that reacting negatively would be unfair to her and (hopefully) havent acted that way, you're not a bad friend. shit circumstances have made it pretty hard for me to be happy for people.
we aren't in control of our emotions, only how we react to them.

i hate that you're in that situation, it really does feel like some people get things so fucking easy while the rest of us get to bust our asses to even get half of what they have.
sending good vibes.
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Date: 08-09-2020 21:24
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Flamink wrote:
just that fact that you think like this shows that you're not a bad friend. your feelings are valid and i would honestly feel the same way you do. i think its nice of you to at least seem happy for her, but i also hope she knows of your situation so she knows how it feels for u
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Date: 08-09-2020 21:27
Bloodflowers
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Bloodflowers wrote:
Redd wrote:
you are entitled to feel any and all emotions, that's an internal thing. since you're aware of the fact that reacting negatively would be unfair to her and (hopefully) havent acted that way, you're not a bad friend. shit circumstances have made it pretty hard for me to be happy for people.
we aren't in control of our emotions, only how we react to them.

i hate that you're in that situation, it really does feel like some people get things so fucking easy while the rest of us get to bust our asses to even get half of what they have.
sending good vibes.
yea
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Date: 08-09-2020 21:42
Bloodflowers
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Bloodflowers wrote:
Flamink wrote:
just that fact that you think like this shows that you're not a bad friend. your feelings are valid and i would honestly feel the same way you do. i think its nice of you to at least seem happy for her, but i also hope she knows of your situation so she knows how it feels for u
she knows i just dont know if she knows this whole her apartment thing upsets me
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Date: 08-09-2020 21:43
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