Salem wrote:
so I had my first shift today n it actually went okay for the most part like the actual job stuff I was dealing with kinda well??
but I only lasted 12-5 instead of 12-21.30 cos by that point my back had been screaming for standing up for the past 5 hours and I'd felt super sick all day n got to the point then where I was like ok but I might actually vom....
only had a third of a bowl of cereal this morn cos I was so anxious n that made a reappearance as soon as I got home n 2 the bathroom urgh. n then I had dinner n was sick twice again soooo feelin like death. I hate hate hate that my anxiety manifests itself in knotting my stomach so that I can barely eat n then vomming lotz. makes stuff hard n I've just had messages come through from friends obvi wantin 2 kno how it went n I just !! feel like I'm letting everyone n myself down n feelin mega embarrassed but needed 2 vent somewhere so u kno, if u guys actually read this, thanks 4 listening to the ramble
what did u do today
so I had my first shift today n it actually went okay for the most part like the actual job stuff I was dealing with kinda well??
but I only lasted 12-5 instead of 12-21.30 cos by that point my back had been screaming for standing up for the past 5 hours and I'd felt super sick all day n got to the point then where I was like ok but I might actually vom....
only had a third of a bowl of cereal this morn cos I was so anxious n that made a reappearance as soon as I got home n 2 the bathroom urgh. n then I had dinner n was sick twice again soooo feelin like death. I hate hate hate that my anxiety manifests itself in knotting my stomach so that I can barely eat n then vomming lotz. makes stuff hard n I've just had messages come through from friends obvi wantin 2 kno how it went n I just !! feel like I'm letting everyone n myself down n feelin mega embarrassed but needed 2 vent somewhere so u kno, if u guys actually read this, thanks 4 listening to the ramble
what did u do today



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