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Doing this again because people are so pressed that they miss the whole point of the thread <3

I've had a thing with a guy for over a year. He hit me up first, took me to eat at night which was the first time we met lol. Later on there was this party, and during the cardrive the night before we noticed we had the same friends, including the one throwing the party.

I asked him if he could get me there. He said no at first, saying his friends are coming with his ride so he couldn't. Then he said "actually.." and suggested they go with a different ride so he could drive me there with him. 

We hang out and me and my friend were like, with the guy. The guy held my hand and talked to me the whole time and my friend ended up getting mad at me, saying "he is clearly flirting with you and i'm a third wheel" and left to suck off some guy in a bush (i wish i was joking, some dumbass took a video of it.)

The guy I was with offered me his shirt cause it was raining and I was cold, and I was dumb and took my own jacket lmfao. 

At some point his friend left the car area and we were alone. It was awkward till he tried to kiss me and I panicked because I had an assault experience and I freaked tf out. We went inside the car to be in private and I explained some of my past. He kept trying to kiss me and I kept saying "maaaaybe but no". He did notice I wanted to, but to me it was just kinda, I'm shy af. So scary. 

He did end up succeeding tho, after he said he's not the type to give up easily. Ended up making out till the morning and meh did stuff. 
He invited me to go with him after he left but he said his friends were there so i said no lol.


Anywayyyy after that we kinda kept hooking up, till something happened with me and his friend when we became friends, and the friend ended up deleting me. There was a lot of drama and I didn't talk to the guy for like 3 months. 

I ended up getting in a relationship during that time which ended up being very, very toxic and manipulative. He deleted me too at some point and now added me back. He didn't know of the relationship. He asked me to go over and have a beer and talk things out. 

It became a habit and I went to his place multiple times to drink with him (nothing happened tho, except for the first time he tried to kiss me and i ended up rejecting him and having a panic attack, he calmed me down tho dunno) I told my bf right away tho. 

He asked me about the hooking up stuff later on and I told him to go on tinder and find someone, which he ended up replying "I don't want to it's not the same with someone else, and don't ask me why because I don't know what to say" 

We ended up breaking up with my bf, partly because of the guy but also because of the fact that he got on my nerves by laughing at me during arguments, saying "nobody cares" when i said i feel anxious and that i really have traumas about the sexual assault case. 


However now the guy has been all "hold my hand, can we just cuddle / hug, just let me hold you" "is everything okay" "we can hangout for fun too" etc. And it confuses me because I know he was interested in the very beginning, till I became really annoying as I became really depressed and pushed him away and was paranoid etc. We started to talk A LOT, and i mean all day full day, him giving me compliments and being nice, saying i should be more confident because i'm literally perfect lmao

 but I didn't think he could be interested in me other ways. I also don't wanna ask because of all the past stuff but like (?) I wanna find out

also so no, i don't see him as "disgusting" honestly get out if ur from the previous thread LMAO