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Because of alien abductions
I want to believe it's all bs and all in my head, but it's just no way for me that it is anything but real. And I'm so painfully aware what people think about me talking about this. It also makes me feel really dumb for even thinking I would be one of those fairly rare cases there are of abductions. But I'm so scared it will happened. I'm scared it will happen because I know of them, I know how it works, I know information. What if they feel threatened about that? What if they will harm me?
I'm scared of asking others if they are reptilinas. I kinda do it for fun but I stopped worrying for when I might encounter one and possible consequences. Btw I don't straight out ask them, but give them a look and ask inside my head, like in telepathy. It will cause a reaction.
Maybe I'm just fucking paranoid but it doesn't matter. I believe all this 100% but all I want is to secure myself from ever being involved, but I can't shake the fear off me that I will be attacked in some sort of way.
Stupid rant by me
Because of alien abductions
I want to believe it's all bs and all in my head, but it's just no way for me that it is anything but real. And I'm so painfully aware what people think about me talking about this. It also makes me feel really dumb for even thinking I would be one of those fairly rare cases there are of abductions. But I'm so scared it will happened. I'm scared it will happen because I know of them, I know how it works, I know information. What if they feel threatened about that? What if they will harm me?
I'm scared of asking others if they are reptilinas. I kinda do it for fun but I stopped worrying for when I might encounter one and possible consequences. Btw I don't straight out ask them, but give them a look and ask inside my head, like in telepathy. It will cause a reaction.
Maybe I'm just fucking paranoid but it doesn't matter. I believe all this 100% but all I want is to secure myself from ever being involved, but I can't shake the fear off me that I will be attacked in some sort of way.
Stupid rant by me