Trainor wrote:bones wrote:Trainor wrote:
when i start to draw i need something to listen to to be able to focus, but once the focus kicks in, i literally won't even notice if the room is silent or not. it's like im in a trance, hyperfocused on my canvas and my canvas only
i used to be like that but for some reason my brain has shifted how my adhd works and it's kinda tragic because i cant read books anymore
my adhd makes it so i either hyperfocus, or can't focus at all. it depends if there's thinking involved actually. if i need to think, i'm easily distracted. if i dont need to think, just do, i hyperfocus
so i cant enjoy movies and tv series without many, many breaks cause i keep thinking about the characters, actors and the plot itself. but drawing, once i have the baseline of my sketch and/or general idea, requires less thinking because i've already done the thinking and i know what to do, so i just do.
i can relate to this so hard omg i feel u