bee wrote:
warning: this is a ranting thread
oko so back in JULY i was finally able to admit to myself and to my family that ok you know what im doing really bad and i need help. so i contacted my doctor. got an appointment early august. he was ok youre doing bad i will send you to therapist and psychiatrist. got an appointment over a month later with both therapist and psychiatrist. first therapy session went great, but then the therapist was like, wellll im going on vacation so see you in three weeks byebye! meanwhile at the psychiatry they made me an appointment with another therapist even though i had asked for a psychiatrist??? and that therapist was like, i can see you already have a private therapist so what do you expect i can help you with that she cant? i asked for a psychiatrist??? give me fucking medication???????? after that session she said n e waysss im gonna transfer you to one of our psychiatrists and they will give you medication. let me remind you this was in september. so i waited another week and i got a new appointment with a psychiatrist this time but it was,,, in a month, mid october. i patiently waited for the day to arrive, but i few days before, they called me to tell me the appointment was cancelled and i would get a new one soon. every day for two weeks i checked my mail 2-3 times a day in hope that i would have gotten a new appointment. yesterday i finally got a mail from them. i have a new appointment november 30th............................... how is this real. how are they making me wait so long. i havent even been to my therapist after the first time cus my anxiety has been SO BADĀ i have been unable to go. medication is my only hope rn. i literally cant do anything. i feel handicapped and i have no life whatsoever. i seriously need help and they are making me wait..... so long...... absolutely crying forever.
if you made it this far ily thnks for letting me share my frustrationsĀ
warning: this is a ranting thread
oko so back in JULY i was finally able to admit to myself and to my family that ok you know what im doing really bad and i need help. so i contacted my doctor. got an appointment early august. he was ok youre doing bad i will send you to therapist and psychiatrist. got an appointment over a month later with both therapist and psychiatrist. first therapy session went great, but then the therapist was like, wellll im going on vacation so see you in three weeks byebye! meanwhile at the psychiatry they made me an appointment with another therapist even though i had asked for a psychiatrist??? and that therapist was like, i can see you already have a private therapist so what do you expect i can help you with that she cant? i asked for a psychiatrist??? give me fucking medication???????? after that session she said n e waysss im gonna transfer you to one of our psychiatrists and they will give you medication. let me remind you this was in september. so i waited another week and i got a new appointment with a psychiatrist this time but it was,,, in a month, mid october. i patiently waited for the day to arrive, but i few days before, they called me to tell me the appointment was cancelled and i would get a new one soon. every day for two weeks i checked my mail 2-3 times a day in hope that i would have gotten a new appointment. yesterday i finally got a mail from them. i have a new appointment november 30th............................... how is this real. how are they making me wait so long. i havent even been to my therapist after the first time cus my anxiety has been SO BADĀ i have been unable to go. medication is my only hope rn. i literally cant do anything. i feel handicapped and i have no life whatsoever. i seriously need help and they are making me wait..... so long...... absolutely crying forever.
if you made it this far ily thnks for letting me share my frustrationsĀ