Capitaine wrote:
I can really tell that the corona thing is starting to impact me mentally. I just feel so so horrible. I can't focus on my thesis and use any free time I have to either film or draw or whatever just to keep my mind off of things. I don't feel at home in my home, but don't get me wrong it's grest with my family and I love them but I just don't belong in this country and I'm just having a hard time accepting the fact that I will be here for at least another 6 months.. I was supposed to go to New York again but due to corona I won't be able to do so and everything just falls apart in front of me. I feel like such a drama queen because so many people have it much worse but I'm really starting to lose my sanity. Just the other day I was so close to having a mental breakdown that I almost chopped off all my hair and that scared the shit out of me.
I'm so sorry for this shit post but I just had to get it off my chest