Kino wrote:
i think everyone hates me and are just too polite to tell me, so they play along to make me think they like me so they don’t hurt my feelings, and that everyone but a select few on my friendlist actually want to remove me and never speak to me ever again because i did something to offend them and i can’t remember what, but again, don’t because they don’t want to hurt my feelings.
but the rational part of me knows it’s just childhood trauma that makes me think this way and that i’m being way, way too hard on myself