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Junia wrote:
I have thought about it today, and I actually think that I have the underdog archetype inside me.
Well, here's the reason why I dont trust people and their intentions. It is because I noticed, as a self-described underdog, that people repell away from me. You can call it unlikeablity or whatever, but what I noticed is that people draws to shallow health. Basically some kind of health that they can draw towards and therefore "like". But I do not have that health. I decided to like myself, because I noticed my own self-worth. (Which is kind of interesting, huh? Because many people that have this popularity around them do not see their own self-worth and start to hate themselves and stuff) But I saw my own self-wroth because I noticed my own integrity and my own values and how to live by them.
A couple of weeks ago, I read something about human design. And when I read that, something interesting striked me. There's something called having an open or defined spleen center, and that defines how your body deal with survival and fear. If you have a defined spleen center, that means that you deal with it in a healthy way and you feel secure inwardly, and therefore people are drawn by your aura (no matter how good as a person you are, because you simply unconsiously radiate health) but if you happen to have an open spleen center like me (and mine is fully open btw) you are not as prone to evolution and survival-mode, instead you are more like a sponge that sucks in everything around you which gives you mor wisdom and so on. If it is fully open (like mine) it can even make you psychic. It is almost like you become more sensitive as a person, I would describe.
So, what I think I might notice, is, that we unconsiously pick up energies from each other, and I just don't think from body to body, but even via the internet, so that would be the case why, for example, people don't respond to your forums as often (even if you bring out something interesting to talk about), or why nobody agrees with you or even "wins" over you in a debate (even if you are right or at least have a good point).
So yeah, that is why I don't care about trusting people. Not even the ones that are on my "team" whether it is on political views, or practically whatever. Because I notice that I and them still aren't of the same blodd, so to speech. So that makes me a highly individuated individual and kind of a loner.
Thank you.
I have thought about it today, and I actually think that I have the underdog archetype inside me.
Well, here's the reason why I dont trust people and their intentions. It is because I noticed, as a self-described underdog, that people repell away from me. You can call it unlikeablity or whatever, but what I noticed is that people draws to shallow health. Basically some kind of health that they can draw towards and therefore "like". But I do not have that health. I decided to like myself, because I noticed my own self-worth. (Which is kind of interesting, huh? Because many people that have this popularity around them do not see their own self-worth and start to hate themselves and stuff) But I saw my own self-wroth because I noticed my own integrity and my own values and how to live by them.
A couple of weeks ago, I read something about human design. And when I read that, something interesting striked me. There's something called having an open or defined spleen center, and that defines how your body deal with survival and fear. If you have a defined spleen center, that means that you deal with it in a healthy way and you feel secure inwardly, and therefore people are drawn by your aura (no matter how good as a person you are, because you simply unconsiously radiate health) but if you happen to have an open spleen center like me (and mine is fully open btw) you are not as prone to evolution and survival-mode, instead you are more like a sponge that sucks in everything around you which gives you mor wisdom and so on. If it is fully open (like mine) it can even make you psychic. It is almost like you become more sensitive as a person, I would describe.
So, what I think I might notice, is, that we unconsiously pick up energies from each other, and I just don't think from body to body, but even via the internet, so that would be the case why, for example, people don't respond to your forums as often (even if you bring out something interesting to talk about), or why nobody agrees with you or even "wins" over you in a debate (even if you are right or at least have a good point).
So yeah, that is why I don't care about trusting people. Not even the ones that are on my "team" whether it is on political views, or practically whatever. Because I notice that I and them still aren't of the same blodd, so to speech. So that makes me a highly individuated individual and kind of a loner.
Thank you.
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