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Bloodflowers wrote:
This isnt a pity party because im not that upset its more critique to our psychiatry.
Last night I climbed up on the railing of a bridge.
A woman on a bike stopped and stared at me. I began climbing the wires and I heard a car door slam shut someone yelled "WHAT ARE YOU DOING" and someone grabbed my jacket. The wires started at my waist and the man pulled on my jacket so hard i fell down and also cut my hand on the top wire. 2 security guards, did not even see them coming.
Psych ward it is and there i talk for 10 min with a doc. Get meds to sleep. Woke up ate, slept, ate.
Today i got transfered to another city, talk to doc. I got isolation for 1,5h because i was upset i wasnt allowed to smoke and no one told me i was staying. "Not a punishment" they say then go back to standing outside ignoring me. I was also told by a nurse im not his problem and if i kill myself here its my choice. I told him let me go home then and he said the doc decides.
Im most likely being discharged tomorrow it looks like and thats fine. I did my plan a i do not have a plan b I told the doctor it already felt like i died because i went through with it.
I have a long history with psych wards but its concerning how there is no therapy, there only seems to be sedation with antipsychotics or addictive sleeping meds. You get discharged they send a letter to regular psych and you could wait weeks/months for an appointment.
The lack of empathy, you get more comfort crying at the bus stop.
There should be a place where you can get help if you want it but honestly its usually not here.
This isnt a pity party because im not that upset its more critique to our psychiatry.
Last night I climbed up on the railing of a bridge.
A woman on a bike stopped and stared at me. I began climbing the wires and I heard a car door slam shut someone yelled "WHAT ARE YOU DOING" and someone grabbed my jacket. The wires started at my waist and the man pulled on my jacket so hard i fell down and also cut my hand on the top wire. 2 security guards, did not even see them coming.
Psych ward it is and there i talk for 10 min with a doc. Get meds to sleep. Woke up ate, slept, ate.
Today i got transfered to another city, talk to doc. I got isolation for 1,5h because i was upset i wasnt allowed to smoke and no one told me i was staying. "Not a punishment" they say then go back to standing outside ignoring me. I was also told by a nurse im not his problem and if i kill myself here its my choice. I told him let me go home then and he said the doc decides.
Im most likely being discharged tomorrow it looks like and thats fine. I did my plan a i do not have a plan b I told the doctor it already felt like i died because i went through with it.
I have a long history with psych wards but its concerning how there is no therapy, there only seems to be sedation with antipsychotics or addictive sleeping meds. You get discharged they send a letter to regular psych and you could wait weeks/months for an appointment.
The lack of empathy, you get more comfort crying at the bus stop.
There should be a place where you can get help if you want it but honestly its usually not here.
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