Koolaid wrote:
i keep not wanting to take them consistently because i have this fear it will create a dependency (even though the pills i take don't create a dependency). but i am maybe just afraid of a placebo effect, that i think i won't be able to function without them and just have to take them for the sake of taking them ya know?
and it's so frustrating bc i've been really slacking lately and taking them would help but also i don't want to always have to take them and jadlfasdl