scoff wrote:
And exactly everything else, too. I hate this day.
im so bored I could die and I’m restless af too and I don’t know what the hell to do at all??? Everything’s stupid. So my boyfriends asleep and probably will be all day and I would actually really give up a fucking limb or two just so I could do the same but NO I have to be awake and bored and lonely and angry and feeling like something is about to break out through my chest and I’d like to put my head through the wall (but that would be expensive so nah). I did some dishes for like five minutes but then stopped because my entire body just screams to me that everything’s so fucking unfair and why the hell should I do the dishes or do anything that needs done just because I’m the one who could right now? I’m always the one with energy enough to do everything and I’m sick of it. Oh, and on top of that I start work at like 7am tomorrow morning and god do I not want to do that holy shit
i hate this. I shouldn’t be around people ever. I should just be on my own with the cats in some cabin in the woods somewhere. I guess I’d be less uncomfortable existing
yeah I’m dumping that on you because I don’t care what you think of me
and also please tell me how to stop being fucking restless and uncomfortable and how to be able to just sleep my day away too PLEASE I’d do anything I’m desperate
And exactly everything else, too. I hate this day.
im so bored I could die and I’m restless af too and I don’t know what the hell to do at all??? Everything’s stupid. So my boyfriends asleep and probably will be all day and I would actually really give up a fucking limb or two just so I could do the same but NO I have to be awake and bored and lonely and angry and feeling like something is about to break out through my chest and I’d like to put my head through the wall (but that would be expensive so nah). I did some dishes for like five minutes but then stopped because my entire body just screams to me that everything’s so fucking unfair and why the hell should I do the dishes or do anything that needs done just because I’m the one who could right now? I’m always the one with energy enough to do everything and I’m sick of it. Oh, and on top of that I start work at like 7am tomorrow morning and god do I not want to do that holy shit
i hate this. I shouldn’t be around people ever. I should just be on my own with the cats in some cabin in the woods somewhere. I guess I’d be less uncomfortable existing
yeah I’m dumping that on you because I don’t care what you think of me
and also please tell me how to stop being fucking restless and uncomfortable and how to be able to just sleep my day away too PLEASE I’d do anything I’m desperate