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Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
name some things u have that beautiful hatelove for

could be things in vp or irl wtv is fine


ive hatelove for a shirt ive irl, it says " i dont like u " thats me to everyone and i love it  but i never wear it lmao and im tired of it 
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Date: 07-01-2021 13:14
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Rotte wrote:
Hmm spaghetti maybe, i don't like the meat part but i wanna like it, because i like everything else about it, so i eat it anyways sometimes.
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Date: 07-01-2021 13:22
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Midaas wrote:
my old life
i kind of miss it because i had a great attitude and wasn't this lonely but at the same time i was really dumb
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Date: 07-01-2021 13:23
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kagura wrote:
people
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Date: 07-01-2021 13:25
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kalypso wrote:
McMoney wrote:
my old life
i kind of miss it because i had a great attitude and wasn't this lonely but at the same time i was really dumb
oh this yes
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Date: 07-01-2021 13:26
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
McMoney wrote:
my old life
i kind of miss it because i had a great attitude and wasn't this lonely but at the same time i was really dumb
oh i feel you
i did some stupid shit but i had fun
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:04
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social media is probably my one true love-hate relationship 
Date: 07-01-2021 14:06
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
Nesta wrote:
social media is probably my one true love-hate relationship 
mm i feel u but i want a explanation 

lmk what u think abt social media!!
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:07
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commander2 wrote:
weird internet people tht piss me off bbut at the same tiem funni 
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:11
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
politics 

its fun and interesting but most politicians are stupid and shouldn't be politicians
same is with people who's opinions really are something else, the lack of understanding and beliefs that what they're saying / thinking has it legits facts.
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:15
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commander2 wrote:
also like feminine clothes n stuff bc theyre just more appealing/interesting but also always feels like im comitting some kinda crime when wearing them n if i want ppl 2 take me srsly/not misgender me etc. n omg ur making others look bad (tho im not even out irl lol, bbut just some sorta feeing like 'u shouldn't even like this' even tho it's bullshit rlly but yea   bonk)
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:19
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
Rowan wrote:
also like feminine clothes n stuff bc theyre just more appealing/interesting but also always feels like im comitting some kinda crime when wearing them n if i want ppl 2 take me srsly/not misgender me etc. n omg ur making others look bad (tho im not even out irl lol, bbut just some sorta feeing like 'u shouldn't even like this' even tho it's bullshit rlly but yea   bonk)
i get u

and i still say fuck the people because they're shit n u do u boo
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:24
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Meowmere wrote:
my old job
i kinda miss my coworkers but like.. eww that's a closed chapter
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:25
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
ive hatelove for myself since im a legend but im too much of an arse and my big confidence is always on top which makes me look like a total bitch whenever i open my mouth but ppl keep missing out on that im still human n have feels too i just dont take no sh1t n i dont react the same but ik whats the best thing to do in some certain situations bcoz my confidence hasn't always been like this lol
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:26
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jebby wrote:
weed

i loved how it makes me feel, but it made me incredibly lazy and i used it to temporarily relieve stress n depression. i was rly addicted to it and went out of my way to get high despite having more important shit to do. 

i’ve been sober for almost a yr now. i still love it but i think it’s kinda bad for me LOL.
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Date: 07-01-2021 14:27
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Marlene wrote:
Nesta wrote:
social media is probably my one true love-hate relationship 
mm i feel u but i want a explanation 

lmk what u think abt social media!!
My bitterness truly stokes from when smartphones first came and people around me stopped being social when we were together in recess and such, and then I jumped late on that wave due to my parents not allowing me any social media before I was 14, and it basically resulted in me being more online on games like these (they are like close to the same to me, don't explain my logic. Probably because many of us still played the same forum game and hung around the same stuff.) to try to overcome how lonely it had made me irl. So yeah. Most of what social media is now a day are just advertisements. I mean it makes me so annoyed when I see people I know IRL advertise things. Like if you're an "influencer," maybe it makes sense but now I'm like, this is basically what an influencer does, the only change is that it's someone I know. And I also am having a big crisis with my bookstagram - which features books - but it's basically one big book advertisement and I don't want to advertise stuff!! Like it doesn't work anymore. I don't know what to do. 
Browsing stuff also makes me feel like I'm not doing good enough the longer I stay on Instagram or twitter, and all of that. Like it's very clear that popularity is based on how many the algorithms let you reach out to, if you are dealing with trends and such (even in the book world, like any book I've picked up while it was new and hype have done better hear-wise than any other book.) Also, some accounts are like absolutely breathtaking but they make me beat myself up. and also made me realize that i don't really desire that much to 'share' everything with someone, but instead be able to hold the skill their talent represent and to create something I love -- which i'm not managing bc i do my pics alone. 

But the worst is probably that it keeps me totally removed from my local community, and fills my head with information, ads that keep stressing me out, and portrays the world as a worse place than it is. And it's not their fault that I follow a lot of activists, b\c their goal is not to be unbiased, but it's exhausting in the length to constantly being told that there is just this load of unsolved problems in the world that you need to address right now. It never gives you a chance to rest unless you take it yourself. And it doesn't really tell you the good stuff either, so it's just negative-negative-hurry! My problem with this is mostly that it is problems outside my country, and it's not like we're dealing with the 9% of the population of the world still living in extreme poverty. It's like "this is happening here and here (mainly UK\US)" and Like i don't live there, I can't do anything there, and instead i fill my time with US\UK statistics that I can't really impact or use to measure my country's progress\stance on that issue and it's like... I know I've reached a point where I need to start looking at my country. I need to start looking at my local solutions and alternatives and statistics b\c that's exactly what those people I follow to do as well, being from those countries. And it makes sense, but it doesn't make too much sense for me to get heavily invested in their local solutions when they say nothing about my own.

Anyways, ye. I'm currently having a social media break tho, so what's left is really just a vp break but I've found that I can't stop cold turkey because it always returns me to the main issue: loneliness and i will just find something else to consume if I don't do this and tbh I am so tired of netflix movies\series.
Date: 07-01-2021 14:28 | Times changed: 1
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