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scoff wrote:
Yeah. Like life stuff. I wish I couldn’t spell every word in the fucking dictionary in two different languages. I wish I sometimes spilled something somewhere. I wish I didn’t learn everything in an hour or two every time I tried. I wish I could forget my keys. I wish I could feel like shit and someone would care. 

see I’m shit with everything that matters. Relationships, life, music, art.. all that shit. 

but fuck I can do anything. I can get kicked out and find a job and an apartment in two fucking weeks. I’m good at that shit. I don’t need anyone. But everybody else needs someone and I feel like I have to be there for people all the time and they never have to repay the favor. And I hate life for that. I wish I needed someone. I don’t. I could be all alone and it would be fine. I hate myself for that. I want someone to care about me not because I ask them to but because they feel like they should. It’s never gonna happen. 

how the fuck do I live with that? I’ve done it for almost 24 years but I’ve been angry all the time too and I’m sure that’s because I feel like I give and I give and I give because others need me to but I never get anything back because I don’t need it. But I want it. But it’s ugly to ask for it. 
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Date: 09-01-2021 00:41
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scoff wrote:
I can’t take it anymore. I want to need someone. I desperately want to fucking need someone. 
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Date: 09-01-2021 00:42
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scoff wrote:
But all I need is attention and that’s wrong. Everyone thinks that’s wrong. Fuck. 
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Date: 09-01-2021 00:43
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scoff wrote:
It’s like my needs can never be met because according to everybody else they’re wrong. I adjust to everything but I can’t to that. In fact I’m gonna stop adjusting to others overall. From here on I’m just gonna act the way that feels natural to me. 
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Date: 09-01-2021 00:48
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Ground wrote:
u need to work on ur confidence n probably need to talk 2 someone
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Date: 09-01-2021 00:52
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scoff wrote:
It’s like my needs can never be met because according to everybody else they’re wrong. I adjust to everything but I can’t to that. In fact I’m gonna stop adjusting to others overall. From here on I’m just gonna act the way that feels natural to me. 
Yes thats the best way 
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Date: 09-01-2021 00:53
Pumakitty
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scoff wrote:
Yeah. Like life stuff. I wish I couldn’t spell every word in the fucking dictionary in two different languages. I wish I sometimes spilled something somewhere. I wish I didn’t learn everything in an hour or two every time I tried. I wish I could forget my keys. I wish I could feel like shit and someone would care. 

see I’m shit with everything that matters. Relationships, life, music, art.. all that shit. 

but fuck I can do anything. I can get kicked out and find a job and an apartment in two fucking weeks. I’m good at that shit. I don’t need anyone. But everybody else needs someone and I feel like I have to be there for people all the time and they never have to repay the favor. And I hate life for that. I wish I needed someone. I don’t. I could be all alone and it would be fine. I hate myself for that. I want someone to care about me not because I ask them to but because they feel like they should. It’s never gonna happen. 

how the fuck do I live with that? I’ve done it for almost 24 years but I’ve been angry all the time too and I’m sure that’s because I feel like I give and I give and I give because others need me to but I never get anything back because I don’t need it. But I want it. But it’s ugly to ask for it. 
i’m gonna tattoo this to my forehead
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Date: 09-01-2021 01:00
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scoff wrote:
Y’all have shitty lives too? Sucks. Really does. 
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Date: 09-01-2021 01:02
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Claire wrote:
i think youd be happier if you went to college youre really so smart i think you should look into scholarships
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scoff wrote:
Claire wrote:
i think youd be happier if you went to college youre really so smart i think you should look into scholarships
I think I would. Don’t think I could apply for any scholarships tho, this is Sweden and tuition is free  
everything else isn’t tho 
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Date: 09-01-2021 01:11
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AbnormalHue wrote:
lets switch bodies because i know that i am bad at everything, no refunds.
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