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Kit
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Kit wrote:
yea okay this is just for me ! a lil treat ! bc i use vp forums more as a diary or blogging platform than an interactive medium & y'all know this !

but i have to turn in part of my thesis tmrw and this bit should be around 1000 words ? and i've been working very slowly on it for a long while now but am not there yet

but also i really, desperately wanna get to 1k and finish because my best friend comes home today after being gone for a month and a half, and i wanna hang out ! 

so this thread is for me to check in with myself every 10-15 minutes about my word-count and see where i'm going and give myself the illusion of progress ! will probably delete when im done 


aaanyway feel free to tell me about what you're up to / working on / thinking about
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Date: 13-01-2021 15:11
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Marcelien wrote:
procrastinating stuff HARD. ive read.... 2 pages today. almost 3. its so fucking boring, i might actually just ... disappear from boredom.
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Date: 13-01-2021 15:13
Kit
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Kit wrote:
i'm currently at 663, have ideas for 2 more paragraphs to outline ; one abt normative power being not just repressive but also constructive & complicating my earlier analysis ; one introducing a semimarxist dimension as my third critical lens ig 

god i really do need an audience for everything i do if i cant narrate my process every step of the way i will simply not move on to the next step
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Date: 13-01-2021 15:14
Kit
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Kit wrote:
Marcelien wrote:
procrastinating stuff HARD. ive read.... 2 pages today. almost 3. its so fucking boring, i might actually just ... disappear from boredom.
god what a mood ? i keep putting "read stuff" on my to-do list and getting through maybe a chapter at most and then just short-circuiting 
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Date: 13-01-2021 15:15
Kit
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Kit wrote:
824 words done ! about 200 to go, and one paragraph left to do it in, so this looks like it'll actually happen on time ! i'm a lil stressed because i honestly feel like i'm missing the mark a lil for this assignment but it's ok i will get feedback & meet w my supervisor if smth is wrong ! 

she's gonna tell me i'm too focused on 1-2 theorists and need to expand and synthesize more different ideas ; then i'm going to tell her that i can do that ! but only after i've written my actual argument ! because i am autistic and i cannot move from big picture thinking to detailed thinking ! i can only do detailed thinking until eventually enough details create a big picture ! so idk what my theoretical framework is because structure is something that emerges as i write, not something i build on ! 
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Date: 13-01-2021 15:44
Kit
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Kit wrote:
like idk maybe i'm crazy but it feels like they are expecting my thesis to have a skeleton / structure first, which i then fill in with the meat of my argument ? and idk maybe that works for most people ? i imagine it does or else they wouldn't do t like that

but that doesn't work for me ? my work does not have skeleton or structure first, my work is an invertebrate ! has the meat first, the nitty gritty little bits, the tiny lil thoughts, and once that's complete then i look at what the fuck i've sculpted and put an exo-skeleton on it tailor-made to fit my arguments and ideas ! bc then everything is nice and complete and contained, perfectly circumscribed and a nice complete whole ! 

if i start w structure first and then build on that ? my essay is gonna have a foot for a nose and tentacles and no eyeballs
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Date: 13-01-2021 15:49
Kit
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Kit wrote:
Kit wrote:
like idk maybe i'm crazy but it feels like they are expecting my thesis to have a skeleton / structure first, which i then fill in with the meat of my argument ? and idk maybe that works for most people ? i imagine it does or else they wouldn't do t like that

but that doesn't work for me ? my work does not have skeleton or structure first, my work is an invertebrate ! has the meat first, the nitty gritty little bits, the tiny lil thoughts, and once that's complete then i look at what the fuck i've sculpted and put an exo-skeleton on it tailor-made to fit my arguments and ideas ! bc then everything is nice and complete and contained, perfectly circumscribed and a nice complete whole ! 

if i start w structure first and then build on that ? my essay is gonna have a foot for a nose and tentacles and no eyeballs
also it doenst help that every time i think abt this shit for more than 0.2 minutes my mind just goes absolutely apeshit ? like i love my topic idea and it's exactly what i wanna be talking about re: queerness and disability but it's also like a lot ? cannot stop ? i truly can and will end up with nearly a book's worth of notes, thoughts, ideas, arguments, bullet points, vague angry yelling, etc. that will never make it into my thesis just bc i have so many ideas ! all of it matters so much !
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Date: 13-01-2021 15:50
Kit
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Kit wrote:
1020 words babey ! i mean i can't stop halfway thru a paragraph so gotta keep plugging away but i did it ! 
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Date: 13-01-2021 17:13
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BloodSea wrote:
Kit wrote:
1020 words babey ! i mean i can't stop halfway thru a paragraph so gotta keep plugging away but i did it ! 
nice work!!
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Date: 13-01-2021 17:16
Kit
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Kit wrote:
BloodSea wrote:
Kit wrote:
1020 words babey ! i mean i can't stop halfway thru a paragraph so gotta keep plugging away but i did it ! 
nice work!!
thank u ! 
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Date: 13-01-2021 17:17
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