Six wrote: are u lonely do u demand others attention
and why dont u try and see for urself
depends like yeah sometimes i like drama but when it gets over hand and everythings glitchy n just stop but sometimes like idk how to put this in a normal way buttt somedays i could just crave attention but then like when im out irl and someone just stares at me for like 2 sec i would literally start questioning everything im doing and if im doing something wrong and start getting panic attacks and like whenever im stessetdg out or mad/sad i literally dont do anything or say shit about anything (the only time i ever talk to people ab my feelings is on the internet i cant even get a therapist bc my parents said it was a waste of money bc i barely talk) i just isolate myself from everyone and literally break down when people talk to me for the smallest things even if they just say ok or something i just want to be alone and isolated. but i dont get why i just get energy off the internet and its unhealthy (i think idk) like i had/have a obsession with this website and instagram bc thats the only time i would get attention that i liked. like i feed off the attention. so ya idk sorry for the long vent?? idk if you can call this a vent idk lol