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hutsu wrote:
l state and like i just had a huge fight with my (ex) bf whom i live with and idk
tw i guess?
i feel like pretty much everything in this relationship is beyond fucked up and i don't even know what to do anymore. or like yes i know i should revoke our lease and move the fuck out, why is that so hard? idk how to calm down after being screamed at, almost physically hurt (he tends to grab or even hit me if he thinks i'm going to hurt myself and i wasn't and i couldn't say a word so he just followed me around and tried to take a fucking sewing kit out of my hand and actually threw it across the room while screaming at me for breaking things), and being reminded of several ways i've self harmed in the past etc.
now i'm in the bedroom, crying my eyes out but i can't talk because i guess my brain is doing some [not physical] trauma related verbal lockdown
i'd really appreciate anyone just idk said something nice to me
l state and like i just had a huge fight with my (ex) bf whom i live with and idk
tw i guess?
i feel like pretty much everything in this relationship is beyond fucked up and i don't even know what to do anymore. or like yes i know i should revoke our lease and move the fuck out, why is that so hard? idk how to calm down after being screamed at, almost physically hurt (he tends to grab or even hit me if he thinks i'm going to hurt myself and i wasn't and i couldn't say a word so he just followed me around and tried to take a fucking sewing kit out of my hand and actually threw it across the room while screaming at me for breaking things), and being reminded of several ways i've self harmed in the past etc.
now i'm in the bedroom, crying my eyes out but i can't talk because i guess my brain is doing some [not physical] trauma related verbal lockdown
i'd really appreciate anyone just idk said something nice to me
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