Bloodflowers wrote:
as soon as I get back to my life again something happens doesn't it
It's funny because yesterday I was thinking wow I've been happy for a week straight
and whenever I start appreciating it thinking I've changed I go right back into my old ways and everything sucks poor me can't I get hit by a car etc
And honestly now I'm just thinking I've never gotten to be happy for more than 2 weeks for years. I must be really fucking stubborn to not be a couch potato giving up everything
i'm shit