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(friends irl, not friends on vp)
There is a saying that goes "the older u are the harder it is to make friends" And i can just relate so hard to that. I regret not maintaining relationships but i've been feeling so bad for such a long time, that my own needs just let me become super self centered, and i couldn't really think about anyone else than myself. Now im in a situation where i dont have anyone to talk to, im really lonely, and its just completely my own fault. I dont really connect with people, at all and i have such a shitty personality. All i seem to do is just make others feel bad, and i feel like im a toxic parasite.
Anyone else relate?
(friends irl, not friends on vp)
There is a saying that goes "the older u are the harder it is to make friends" And i can just relate so hard to that. I regret not maintaining relationships but i've been feeling so bad for such a long time, that my own needs just let me become super self centered, and i couldn't really think about anyone else than myself. Now im in a situation where i dont have anyone to talk to, im really lonely, and its just completely my own fault. I dont really connect with people, at all and i have such a shitty personality. All i seem to do is just make others feel bad, and i feel like im a toxic parasite.
Anyone else relate?