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Cobain
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cobain wrote:
like straight up, rn. do it

relationship struggles rly do be hitting different 
i feel like a bitch and i probably am. omg
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Date: 08-03-2021 14:08
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cobain wrote:
i've only talked about this on my startalk cuz it just feels more real the more i talk about it and the more "public" i make it. but something's just not working out and it saddens me so much. i love him, he loves me. it's just not really working out. and i've thought about it a lot lately. questioned everything, thought of breaking up etc. and then i feel bad because i can't stand the thought of breaking his heart.
it's obvious he thinks it's not working out too.

i'm probably gonna delete this thread in a while because everything about this makes me feel like shit. i just need to talk about it but at the same time i don't want to talk about it. 
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Date: 08-03-2021 14:22
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
he is such an amazing person, you know? he really is. but we aren't really working. not like this, at least. i want something better for him, AND for me. because i don't think we're meant to be together. you know? 
everything feels fucked, shitty. shit shit shitty. fuck
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Date: 08-03-2021 14:25
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Pitbull wrote:
But isn't it worse to keep the relationship going on if it's not working? It sucks breaking up, but both parties will eventually get over it.
Then u guys are not leading each other on
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Date: 08-03-2021 14:27 | Times changed: 1
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kagura wrote:
mmm... iknow the feeling you're dealing with. i had to break my ex's heart, but i didn't have a choice. like we didn't have future together and my heart were somewhere else, it wasn't fair from me to be with him. so sometimes you have to let it go before it's too late even tho it's hard af 
we are still bestfriends tho. i know not everyone can do that, but if the relationship didn't work it doesn't mean you have to end friendship 
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Date: 08-03-2021 14:28
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
Escobar wrote:
But isn't it worse to keep the relationship going on if it's not working? It sucks breaking up, but both parties will eventually get over it.
yeah it is. like i've thought about it a lot for idk 2-3 months but it's only for a week or two i've actually REALLY considered it or whatever. i haven't decided yet, or i guess i have, i just have troubles coming to terms with it because it's sad or something. and now it's making me tear up when i think about how great of a person he is and like that it just doesn't work, why tf doesn't it workgfkildf
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Date: 08-03-2021 14:30
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
kagura wrote:
mmm... iknow the feeling you're dealing with. i had to break my ex's heart, but i didn't have a choice. like we didn't have future together and my heart were somewhere else, it wasn't fair from me to be with him. so sometimes you have to let it go before it's too late even tho it's hard af 
we are still bestfriends tho. i know not everyone can do that, but if the relationship didn't work it doesn't mean you have to end friendship 
you said something there. letting go before it's too late. idk if you even meant it the way i think, but like if we keep going and it's not working we're just gonna turn more sour and maybe have an ugly breakup. i don't want to have an ugly breakup with him. fuck
both me and him are best friends with our exes so it's definitely possible, i don't know if it'll be like that for us but. idk
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Date: 08-03-2021 14:33
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
"Fuck, Sofie. This is such an ugly way to break up with someone. Because that's what you're doing, right? You could have fucking said something earlier? Minfuck deluxe to have to think about what's been true or not. But I won't argue, whatever. I just found out I got in to school, so I guess that's karma. Something always goes to hell. Always too. I don't give a fuck. I love you at least"

this is the last section of a longer message. i didn't even mention anything about breaking up before this, in the message i sent him. bitch i wanna die i feel so fuckig bad 
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Date: 08-03-2021 15:59
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
"I've done as good as I can. I've probably done a lot of things wrong and been annoying, but I have ALWAYS done what I've thought would be best for you and us. You said you loved me and I imagined you'd speak to me if you feared the relationship was going to shit. That I/we isn't just a shoulder shrug, but something worthwile that's worth keeping. But it seems like it barely was worth a shoulder shrug then?"

wt fwt fwtf wtf wtf i feel so bad wtf what have i done i haven't even broken up with him why is he saying this what have i done whathdskfj
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Date: 08-03-2021 16:01
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ThugWorkout wrote:
It sounds like if he’s saying those things without you outright saying it then he thinks it too, maybe he’s doing this just for some relief because he wants the same?? It sounds like it’s gonna tough but also if it’s just not gonna work then it shouldn’t be something to cling onto because ‘what if’. And it sounds like if you leave it an6 longer it might get sour, from the sounds of his messages. I hope things go okay for u (l)
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Date: 08-03-2021 16:05
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
i literally just answered his message that he sent me earlier today. he said that i'm not engaged enough and all that. i know that i'm not. and i answered him telling him i feel so much pressure on me from every direction atm. mostly from work and then i feel pressure to act a certain way when i get home etc. 
and now he answered with the longest message where he wrote those things i just wrote here and i didn't mention breaking up or anything i just told him how i feel wtf i hate myself i feel so bad omg i can't stop crying
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Date: 08-03-2021 16:06
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
ThugWorkout wrote:
It sounds like if he’s saying those things without you outright saying it then he thinks it too, maybe he’s doing this just for some relief because he wants the same?? It sounds like it’s gonna tough but also if it’s just not gonna work then it shouldn’t be something to cling onto because ‘what if’. And it sounds like if you leave it an6 longer it might get sour, from the sounds of his messages. I hope things go okay for u
i fucking hate this i don't know how to respond i don't know anything and i fele like a horrible person because the reason it's been bad is probably due to me a lot and what he wrote feels so hurtful like there's so much more and i just feel awful as aperson
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Date: 08-03-2021 16:16
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ThugWorkout wrote:
cobain wrote:
ThugWorkout wrote:
It sounds like if he’s saying those things without you outright saying it then he thinks it too, maybe he’s doing this just for some relief because he wants the same?? It sounds like it’s gonna tough but also if it’s just not gonna work then it shouldn’t be something to cling onto because ‘what if’. And it sounds like if you leave it an6 longer it might get sour, from the sounds of his messages. I hope things go okay for u
i fucking hate this i don't know how to respond i don't know anything and i fele like a horrible person because the reason it's been bad is probably due to me a lot and what he wrote feels so hurtful like there's so much more and i just feel awful as aperson
The way he is acting probably is a little bit of hurt because you both sound like you still care a lot about each other (from what I can gather form these posts) but this isn’t something that can be resolved over message, I don’t think. It’s gonna not feel as.. idk what the word I’m lookin for is, but I don’t think you should be having such an intense conversation with so many high level emotions over a text because things can’t quite be conveyed in the right way, what someone says might be taken out of context bc of the way it’s being read. But you’re not an awful person, from what I’ve seen u have had a hell of a lot of job stress lately, ur boss throwing so much pressure on you which sucks ass and of course it’s going to affect your day to day life!! Even if u just tell your other half that u need this space because things mentally are too tough right now, he just needs the truth of why u are feeling like this so he can understand that it’s not all his fault but remember, it’s not all ur fault too!! 
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Date: 08-03-2021 16:19
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
i might ask him to come over so we can talk about it then but that feels so fucking hard cuz idk i jsut hate this and i can't stop crying and i get so emotional with shit like this so i won't even make sense
he bought me beaiutful roses yesteday whty am i like this i feel so bad
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Date: 08-03-2021 16:33
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
i just told him to come over
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Date: 08-03-2021 16:40
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
he's coming, i look a mess, i'm gonna break down instantly when i see him fuck this is so bad
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Date: 08-03-2021 16:57
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