Bloodflowers wrote:
no i am not
i will not put up with being "available" only when it pleases someone else
i do not want to feel gross
i do not want to be the one someone calls when all their other plans fell though or someone you cancel with when more exciting people comes along
i have self respect and i will not let myself be used
but i am still sad that someone can call themselves my friend ("friend" / make me feel cared for and then only think abt themselves
i try not to be upset bc its not like they were super close or anything but im still upset bc i want respect like anyone else
no i am not
i will not put up with being "available" only when it pleases someone else
i do not want to feel gross
i do not want to be the one someone calls when all their other plans fell though or someone you cancel with when more exciting people comes along
i have self respect and i will not let myself be used
but i am still sad that someone can call themselves my friend ("friend" / make me feel cared for and then only think abt themselves
i try not to be upset bc its not like they were super close or anything but im still upset bc i want respect like anyone else