Bloodflowers wrote:
abilify made me vomit / atarax is like swallowing a tic tac / citalopram has a warning that says this can make you very very "happy" / fluoxetin was a cheap ticket to a needle in the buttcheeck / haldol has my skin crawling as if it's filled with small angry ants / imovane was good for sleep but is addictive / lamotrigine made me into a sad and slow zombie / lergigan is fucking antihistamine / lithium makes me never happy but very depressed / nozinan makes my mouth so dry it feels like i've eaten glue but it was good for sleeping / olanzapine is a 16h sleep / oxascand feels good but only if i rarely take it / seroquel forced me to be on the floor 2h every the morning so that i wouldn't pass out / setraline was an instant inpatient care ticket / risperdal made me stay awake most of the night scared of the dark / voxra emptied my bank account and scared someone off / zolpidem just made me high af / every drug i've recieved which I haven't been told the name of has been a 2 day sleep
what does it feel like being a hopeless case? it feels great i'm very not hopeful. my doctor says try this, take care, talk 2 u next week.
she says a lithium + lamotrigine combo may be what i need. but btw your birth control pills only work 50% now. you've got to choose. no more depression or unprotected sex. i say tf. but i'd give up sex completely why u think i ever tried antidepressants?
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A friend says “isn’t it annoying taking so many pills and 3 times a day?” i say you get used to it. It’s also annoying having to eat all the time and brushing your teeth. Idk anyone that likes brushing their teeth. But no matter if i brush my teeth my mouth is always so dry my teeth are full of holes and they hurt.
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My hands are always shaking / I’m peeing all the time but i’m thirtsty even more.
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Another friend says “you shouldn’t take more pills than you want to” but I don’t want to take any pills at all and i don’t want to carry them around all day but if i leave them at home and then my alarm goes off and i feel anxious because i forgot i was supposed to be home.