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Edit: She passed early this morning. I can't comprehend how much it hurts. Hopefully she's somewhere better now. I enjoyed the 17 years. Sleep tight baby

Pic of her, my little one.

and fuck it hurts.

She's 17. I know she's old, but fucking hell. She really pulled me out of my loneliness during my teen years and was there at my worst times.

I know it's not fair to make her stay here longer, since she's on a lot of pain medication and other kind of meds. But fuck, holy fuck. I can't even describe how much it hurts, it feels like there's a huge hole in my chest, i can feel my eyes watering just by the thought of having to go in, hold her and just let her go, fuck.

Fuck it sucks and it's just sgwudwq. i knew this day would come and due to my job I should have gotten used to the thought, but this is my baby man.

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She used to sleep right next to me, she used to welcome me home. She even still waits at the bus stop for me. I can't imagine my life without her.
I know it the childish behaviour and aspect of losing, because at some point life will move on.
But i just don't want her to pass at all. It hurts so much.

sorry for ranting it's really just a heavy burden on my shoulders right now.

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Escobar wrote:
She used to sleep right next to me, she used to welcome me home. She even still waits at the bus stop for me. I can't imagine my life without her.
I know it the childish behaviour and aspect of losing, because at some point life will move on.
But i just don't want her to pass at all. It hurts so much.

sorry for ranting it's really just a heavy burden on my shoulders right now.

youre allowed to grieve u shouldnt punish urself for that

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AtlantaG1912 wrote:
I’m so sorry that your losing what is essentially your best friend. My cat just turned 20 on st Patrick’s day had since I was 4/5. So I can’t imagine what your going through right now because I would be a mess if it was Willow my Bengal xx

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AtlantaG1912 wrote:
I’m so sorry that your losing what is essentially your best friend. My cat just turned 20 on st Patrick’s day had since I was 4/5. So I can’t imagine what your going through right now because I would be a mess if it was Willow my Bengal xx

I truly do fear it will get messy when she's gone. I'm going to give her the last and best two weeks.
I don't know if I can handle the loneliness again.

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AtlantaG1912 wrote:

Escobar wrote:

AtlantaG1912 wrote:
I’m so sorry that your losing what is essentially your best friend. My cat just turned 20 on st Patrick’s day had since I was 4/5. So I can’t imagine what your going through right now because I would be a mess if it was Willow my Bengal xx

I truly do fear it will get messy when she's gone. I'm going to give her the last and best two weeks.
I don't know if I can handle the loneliness again.

At the end of the day she’ll know has been given the best life possible and she has been loved unconditionally xxx

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She passed today.

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octocat wrote:
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤ I know how heartbreaking it is and how big of an impact these little animals have on our lives ❤

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octocat wrote:
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤ I know how heartbreaking it is and how big of an impact these little animals have on our lives ❤

It just got so much worse over two days and it went so fast. I think she just couldn't take it anymore, which is fair. I know she slept in her basket and was comfortable (or so i tell myself)
Thank you <3

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A few pics of her since I cope this way i think

This was her on her 14th birthday

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Sofia wrote:
I'm so sorry for your loss. No words can describe my sympathy for you. I know you two had 17 incredible years together. Ugh I can't even imagine how you must feel right now. How are you holding up dear? <3

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Escobar wrote:
A few pics of her since I cope this way i think

This was her on her 14th birthday

She was a beauty <3 u gave her a wonderful life full of love and thats what matters the most

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Sofia wrote:
I'm so sorry for your loss. No words can describe my sympathy for you. I know you two had 17 incredible years together. Ugh I can't even imagine how you must feel right now. How are you holding up dear? <3

Barely honestly. I think the only reason why I'm holding a "crying break" is because I reached that point where I physically cant.

I work with cats and know this happens, but gosh. It's rough.

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Limited wrote:
oh, honey, I'm sorry for your loss, I know how hard it can be to lose your best friend. and I hope that you'll get better, it will take time to recover from this loss and you take your time. you can always pm me if you need to talk about it or rant to me - I'm only a message away.

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And the last pic I have of her.

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It just hurts. The grief comes in waves and i feel like a mess. There will be no one like her. She was the best friend and companion I've ever had in my entire life. i wish I could just stop time.