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Bloodflowers wrote:
i've started doing this thing where i just pretend everything's fine and im happy and life is great
and i honestly can't tell if that's the better choice bc im lying to all my friends and idek y
meanwhile im like shit this is rlly bad
and if they find out im lying they'll start questioning why and think im a bad friend or that this version of me im trying to appear as isnt real and that all i am is a fucking mess and a crybaby and that i cant sort myself out so im not capable of anything
and if i were still open like i used to
what good will that make everyone will think im a mess and i wont feel any better anyway
u know what i mean?
i've started doing this thing where i just pretend everything's fine and im happy and life is great
and i honestly can't tell if that's the better choice bc im lying to all my friends and idek y
meanwhile im like shit this is rlly bad
and if they find out im lying they'll start questioning why and think im a bad friend or that this version of me im trying to appear as isnt real and that all i am is a fucking mess and a crybaby and that i cant sort myself out so im not capable of anything
and if i were still open like i used to
what good will that make everyone will think im a mess and i wont feel any better anyway
u know what i mean?
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