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i have..... depression,,,
Lean
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lean wrote:
i have finally cried
after getting Medicated i could not cry whereas before i could cry just thinking about the wrong thing
but TODAY! whew i just started to sob
maybe this is a good thing cause it shows i can still feel emotions
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:27
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ouch wrote:
You can't feel emotions without crying or 
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:29
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
My biggest fear about starting anti depressants is if I'll experience a blunt effect 

I would rather experience depression lol
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:38
Lean
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lean wrote:
ouch wrote:
You can't feel emotions without crying or 
no like i havent really felt much emotion since being on meds
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:41
Lean
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lean wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
My biggest fear about starting anti depressants is if I'll experience a blunt effect 

I would rather experience depression lol
i was on ssris which was litrally awful, every one i tried made me feel completely numb
but now i'm on wellbutrin which isn't an ssri and it's much better, it's also supposed to help with the adhd too which it kinda does in small ways
i feel more motivated, whereas on ssris i felt so lethargic, and i still get happy once in a while lol
also not crying buckets every day is a nice feeling
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:51
Private
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Hazelnut wrote:
hahah wellbutrin the med they arent prescriibing, good for you!
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:54
Lean
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lean wrote:
Hazelnut wrote:
hahah wellbutrin the med they arent prescriibing, good for you!
wait, why not? maybe it's different in canada, ik quite a few people on it but tbf we all have adhd too which might be it.
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:57
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Hazelnut wrote:
lean wrote:
Hazelnut wrote:
hahah wellbutrin the med they arent prescriibing, good for you!
wait, why not? maybe it's different in canada, ik quite a few people on it but tbf we all have adhd too which might be it.
bc our mental health treatment is bad
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:58
Private
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Jollu wrote:
I think it is good thing. Crying helps. I ate seronil few years and couldn't cry at all and actually didn't feel anything. Now I eat escitalopram and I feel something but its hard to tell what I feel and why I feel that way etc. My nurse asked me to write my emotions but its very hard. Why I can't be normal?
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Date: 13-04-2021 00:58
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
lean wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
My biggest fear about starting anti depressants is if I'll experience a blunt effect 

I would rather experience depression lol
i was on ssris which was litrally awful, every one i tried made me feel completely numb
but now i'm on wellbutrin which isn't an ssri and it's much better, it's also supposed to help with the adhd too which it kinda does in small ways
i feel more motivated, whereas on ssris i felt so lethargic, and i still get happy once in a while lol
also not crying buckets every day is a nice feeling
Isnt it nice when a med works? 

I'm on remeron which isnt an SSRI, helps me sleep and eat and I also have... feelings? 

But I do feel kinda stoned in the morning 
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Date: 13-04-2021 01:07
Lean
Streetmusician



lean wrote:
Jollu wrote:
I think it is good thing. Crying helps. I ate seronil few years and couldn't cry at all and actually didn't feel anything. Now I eat escitalopram and I feel something but its hard to tell what I feel and why I feel that way etc. My nurse asked me to write my emotions but its very hard. Why I can't be normal?
i love to cry! at least i used to, when it was heavy and intense and made me sleepy after
this cry was like.... 5 minutes and only a few tears!

don't feel put on the spot to write ur emotions though, like my dr told me to take notes when i think of things
keep a notes file in ur phone and just jot things down when they happen, then show them to ur doctor all at once
it's hard to think on the spot about yr feelings, when i tried to go to therapy years ago they'd always be like "so how r u" and i'd be like "yeah , fine, i'm doing great!" and forget i was mentally ill.
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Date: 13-04-2021 01:08
Lean
Streetmusician



lean wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
lean wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
My biggest fear about starting anti depressants is if I'll experience a blunt effect 

I would rather experience depression lol
i was on ssris which was litrally awful, every one i tried made me feel completely numb
but now i'm on wellbutrin which isn't an ssri and it's much better, it's also supposed to help with the adhd too which it kinda does in small ways
i feel more motivated, whereas on ssris i felt so lethargic, and i still get happy once in a while lol
also not crying buckets every day is a nice feeling
Isnt it nice when a med works? 

I'm on remeron which isnt an SSRI, helps me sleep and eat and I also have... feelings? 

But I do feel kinda stoned in the morning 
yeah seriously i feel like i tried every stimulant and ssri under the sun and nothing worked
ritalin works for the adhd and so far wellbutrin has worked for the depression and anxiety but oh my god it took so long to get here

i've never heard of remeron
but ya being able to have feelings is nice
like when i thought the trade off was either EXTREME lows and highs, or literally nothing i just went unmedicated
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Date: 13-04-2021 01:12
Private
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Jollu wrote:
lean wrote:
Jollu wrote:
I think it is good thing. Crying helps. I ate seronil few years and couldn't cry at all and actually didn't feel anything. Now I eat escitalopram and I feel something but its hard to tell what I feel and why I feel that way etc. My nurse asked me to write my emotions but its very hard. Why I can't be normal?
i love to cry! at least i used to, when it was heavy and intense and made me sleepy after
this cry was like.... 5 minutes and only a few tears!

don't feel put on the spot to write ur emotions though, like my dr told me to take notes when i think of things
keep a notes file in ur phone and just jot things down when they happen, then show them to ur doctor all at once
it's hard to think on the spot about yr feelings, when i tried to go to therapy years ago they'd always be like "so how r u" and i'd be like "yeah , fine, i'm doing great!" and forget i was mentally ill.
I do have wrote something on my notes but it feels hard to let someone read them. I know it could be good and help me but it feels so difficult 
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Date: 13-04-2021 01:15
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