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Date: 20-04-2021 07:06
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I may or may not use the word 'mood' too often
Date: 20-04-2021 07:09
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I kind of feel as I'm unable to let go of the sadness, for many reasons. But one is for all the pain it gave me, one is because it's such a strong memory I have associated with him, and because I try to surpress the love I feel. I don't want to experience tender feelings for someone I cannot be with. Yet I do. I've loved him for years and even him hurting me more than anyone it didn't kill it completely. I don't like admitting this to myself, since there isn't anything I can do. He confuse me so much. But maybe I can't feel so much anger as I feel I should is because I know he have acted a lot in self defense in some way. Hurt people hurt other people. I know he's been wounded too, it's not that I only see my own pain but it's really all that I'm left with. I felt as I could see through him but maybe that was wrong. There more I think the more insecure I get. I hope he knows that I'm miserable but unable to live the way I did, never getting closure and never being loved the way I needed in return. Maybe he doesn't understand why I did what I did and he thinks I'm selfish and doesn't know I hurt him. Of course I know. For once in my dumbfuck life I did something good for my own sanity to walk away before it became too much but how come I am so sad.

Again; he confuse me so fucking much
Date: 20-04-2021 07:59
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I miss seeing photos of him he's the most beautiful person whilst I'm so ugly hhshDDHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Date: 20-04-2021 08:07
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I hope his dog is doing well too I flinch every time I see a dog outside that looks like it it hurts
Date: 20-04-2021 08:08
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MaddyEl wrote:
C4TH3DR4L wrote:
I kind of feel as I'm unable to let go of the sadness, for many reasons. But one is for all the pain it gave me, one is because it's such a strong memory I have associated with him, and because I try to surpress the love I feel. I don't want to experience tender feelings for someone I cannot be with. Yet I do. I've loved him for years and even him hurting me more than anyone it didn't kill it completely. I don't like admitting this to myself, since there isn't anything I can do. He confuse me so much. But maybe I can't feel so much anger as I feel I should is because I know he have acted a lot in self defense in some way. Hurt people hurt other people. I know he's been wounded too, it's not that I only see my own pain but it's really all that I'm left with. I felt as I could see through him but maybe that was wrong. There more I think the more insecure I get. I hope he knows that I'm miserable but unable to live the way I did, never getting closure and never being loved the way I needed in return. Maybe he doesn't understand why I did what I did and he thinks I'm selfish and doesn't know I hurt him. Of course I know. For once in my dumbfuck life I did something good for my own sanity to walk away before it became too much but how come I am so sad.

Again; he confuse me so fucking much

this hit me on a whole other level cause ... same. amazing how you literally put into words everything I’ve felt. I hope you’re ok. 
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Date: 20-04-2021 09:44
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MaddyEl wrote:
C4TH3DR4L wrote:
I kind of feel as I'm unable to let go of the sadness, for many reasons. But one is for all the pain it gave me, one is because it's such a strong memory I have associated with him, and because I try to surpress the love I feel. I don't want to experience tender feelings for someone I cannot be with. Yet I do. I've loved him for years and even him hurting me more than anyone it didn't kill it completely. I don't like admitting this to myself, since there isn't anything I can do. He confuse me so much. But maybe I can't feel so much anger as I feel I should is because I know he have acted a lot in self defense in some way. Hurt people hurt other people. I know he's been wounded too, it's not that I only see my own pain but it's really all that I'm left with. I felt as I could see through him but maybe that was wrong. There more I think the more insecure I get. I hope he knows that I'm miserable but unable to live the way I did, never getting closure and never being loved the way I needed in return. Maybe he doesn't understand why I did what I did and he thinks I'm selfish and doesn't know I hurt him. Of course I know. For once in my dumbfuck life I did something good for my own sanity to walk away before it became too much but how come I am so sad.

Again; he confuse me so fucking much

this hit me on a whole other level cause ... same. amazing how you literally put into words everything I’ve felt. I hope you’re ok. 
@MaddyEl ohh thank you! I really hope you're ok too!! 
Date: 20-04-2021 15:40
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