cobain wrote:
i have thought about educating myself too but i don't know how anything works and it makes me scared as fuck. the biggest issue is my notice period, i have a 3 month notice as far as i know, so once i tell my boss i'm quitting i'll have to work for another 3 months. if i apply to school, i won't know if i got in until there's only 2 weeks until school starsts. if i apply to school now, tell my boss i'm quitting, and then find out in 3 months that i didn't got in, what the fuck should i do then? i'll get 80% of my salary from the union my first 3 months of being unemployed so there's that, but i won't find a new job in those 3 months when i haven't found another job for this long. fuck, i've NEVER gotten a job except this one lol, i was just "lucky" with this. when i got my first job i was also just lucky, bc i got help from the municipality