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U know when you feel bad doing the stuff u usually do, like watching youtube, but you keep doing it because it brings you like 2 seconds of joy, but the rest of the time you feel miserable and guilty. But then you just stay on youtube for 3 hours instead of getting out because you'd feel bored otherwise... I wanna get out of the computer but I feel weird, I feel so fawucked up... 
Date: 17-05-2021 20:24
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The only thing I do except for being at school is usually going tothe store or watching stuff lol
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:29
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The only thing I do except for being at school is usually going tothe store or watching stuff lol
Mayb it's bc I've been ignoring school lately, me being tired of school but also me feeling like shit and miserable when I don't have structure aka school. Bad life tomorrow I will return ugh
Date: 17-05-2021 20:31
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The only thing I do except for being at school is usually going tothe store or watching stuff lol
Mayb it's bc I've been ignoring school lately, me being tired of school but also me feeling like shit and miserable when I don't have structure aka school. Bad life tomorrow I will return ugh
I went without school for 2 years n it was fun times ajaja
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:38
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yes i know the feeling but these days i try really hard NOT to do that like if i can tell im abt to spend hours doing something tht i know will make me feel bad i will literally shout at myself and make myself do something else by FORCE
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:39
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sometimes ill b crying like no i dont wanna stop doing this and do that but then ill be like shut the fuk up bich and do this other thing and ill be like wah fine but i dont wanna but then i start doing it and then im like oh cool
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:40
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yes
Date: 17-05-2021 20:41
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yes i know the feeling but these days i try really hard NOT to do that like if i can tell im abt to spend hours doing something tht i know will make me feel bad i will literally shout at myself and make myself do something else by FORCE
I was like this a few months ago, more discipline in general but these past 2 months mayb, and especially lately, I have been too "mentally tired" to care or something ... Whenever I manage to get things done I feel so proud of myself but it's not enough for me to keep going every single day  I am too exhausted from trying to figure out what's wrong with me mentally so I guess I will just start forcing myself again despite the misery I feel at first u kno
Date: 17-05-2021 20:42
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i know this is the wrong time but skinny nikocado
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:43 | Times changed: 1
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i know this is the wrong time but skinny nikacodo
Date: 17-05-2021 20:44
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:45
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Pls back on topic
Date: 17-05-2021 20:46
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:47
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i am sorry this is funny but back on topic!!
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:48
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Postproduction wrote:
YEP
I suck at putting things into words, but this past year I've been feeling  lack of stuff that's educational and stimulating for my brain
I've gotten into this evil circle of starting to watch a video that I've don't really have much interest in actually watching, and then I go to the recommended list just to click a new video, watch a few seconds and then I choose another one, and suddenly three hours have past and I've seen so much shit content for no reason what so ever 
And then I just feel empty 
I start to rethink every decision I've done in my life that has gotten me to this point
I compare myself to every other person my age, that studies hard, has a routine, works out, have friends and do stuff to grow as a human being while I'm stuck in the same pattern I've been in since high school
I hate myself for it, I feel so stupid, and my life feels so miserable and meaningless 
Then I go back into youtube and do it all over again 

I need some books or something 
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Date: 17-05-2021 20:58
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Postproduction wrote:
YEP
I suck at putting things into words, but this past year I've been feeling  lack of stuff that's educational and stimulating for my brain
I've gotten into this evil circle of starting to watch a video that I've don't really have much interest in actually watching, and then I go to the recommended list just to click a new video, watch a few seconds and then I choose another one, and suddenly three hours have past and I've seen so much shit content for no reason what so ever 
And then I just feel empty 
I start to rethink every decision I've done in my life that has gotten me to this point
I compare myself to every other person my age, that studies hard, has a routine, works out, have friends and do stuff to grow as a human being while I'm stuck in the same pattern I've been in since high school
I hate myself for it, I feel so stupid, and my life feels so miserable and meaningless 
Then I go back into youtube and do it all over again 

I need some books or something 
I feel like I may need to schedule a part of my day dedicated to just.. not being on the computer, not even for school. Like just go outside, sit in the living room or draw on paper.. Looking at the screen 24/7 is really fucking me up, I hate to admit it because I don't like waking up at 5 in the morning, but I'm so glad that I'll have in-person school again this week.
It'll probably help with the whole structure thing, I want to enjoy myself so much but I end up taking it too far and become undisciplined and miserable lol
Date: 17-05-2021 21:02
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