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I want to just rant as usual but not angry

Because I've become a lot better with this whole grounding thing which I'm proud of. I have a lot of supressed anger and a big sense of unjust, a lot due to fear of speaking up. And I've been very harsh on myself for that, asking myself why I'm so ''weak'' despite trying my best even if it wasn't good enough. I've always been an advocate for being understanding and peaceful etc but it tortures me with all that bottled up feelings and then it burst. I haven't had a way to properly express myself because I've been too scared and also because I haven't had the emotional support system I needed growing up teaching me that stuff. But I feel so much more at peace once I get to ground myself and it's never been like that before. My brain is so much more clear 99% of the time and I'm becoming the person I've been underneath all the bad experiences.

I'm no longer scared that I'll explode and I do get angry and such still, and I'm not gonna say that everyone should forgive everything and never feel negative emotions, but the more I think about it the stronger I feel about the whole be kind and compassionate with people. I always have but theory and practise didn't match up for me that well

Maybe it doesn't seem like it all the time regarding the anger but how I express myself on this site doesn't reflect everything I am as a person

lol bye
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I had such an angry moment earlier but then I went all zen. Swagger
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i personally feel like it's really obvious as someone who has Known you online for YEARS that you've grown a lot and very clearly are more in control and happier and shit. like even the way you vent anger on this website is done in a healthier way than ever before i feel like ???????????? idk it just seems that way to me its been pretty dope to see this transformation
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Claire wrote:
i personally feel like it's really obvious as someone who has Known you online for YEARS that you've grown a lot and very clearly are more in control and happier and shit. like even the way you vent anger on this website is done in a healthier way than ever before i feel like ???????????? idk it just seems that way to me its been pretty dope to see this transformation
This made me cry because I'm so happy someone sees that and it feels really good
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C4TH3DR4L wrote:
Claire wrote:
i personally feel like it's really obvious as someone who has Known you online for YEARS that you've grown a lot and very clearly are more in control and happier and shit. like even the way you vent anger on this website is done in a healthier way than ever before i feel like ???????????? idk it just seems that way to me its been pretty dope to see this transformation
This made me cry because I'm so happy someone sees that and it feels really good
i see you and i've been cheering you on and lately i get so proud of you all the time like i cant even express it properly
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Claire wrote:
C4TH3DR4L wrote:
Claire wrote:
i personally feel like it's really obvious as someone who has Known you online for YEARS that you've grown a lot and very clearly are more in control and happier and shit. like even the way you vent anger on this website is done in a healthier way than ever before i feel like ???????????? idk it just seems that way to me its been pretty dope to see this transformation
This made me cry because I'm so happy someone sees that and it feels really good
i see you and i've been cheering you on and lately i get so proud of you all the time like i cant even express it properly
OMGG MY HEART Thank you!!
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