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i feel so f-in shitty
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Charlie wrote:
cfh ( calling for help ) all the time bcoz i cant do this anymore
but nobody seems to give a fuck ever
nobody takes me seriously and even the people who do, doesn't know how to help me telling me i need to find my own way

i don't need professional help i just need some peace, some alone time or with my bf idm
i just need some time off not having to stress and being mad all the time
it completely ruins my life having to deal with this
i come off as lazy but really when you have to walk into the same house, doing and dealing with the same shit every day i'm just so fucking exhausted 
i feel like i wont ever be able to accomplish any of my goals being in this house and ive started to lose more control screaming on the top of my lungs out that i hate this house and i hate them all
which isn't true but i just can't be here or deal with it anymore
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Date: 23-05-2021 14:18
Charlie
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Charlie wrote:
i swear im so sick of being called lazy, pig, and asked if i have depression because i got none of that
in my late teens and even before teens i was depressed because i had to grow up in this shit but im none of those anymore.

i feel like my childhood has been robbed from me, taken away from me which makes me wonder am i even going to survive adult life since it's so stressfull and i never get to rest
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Date: 23-05-2021 14:20
Charlie
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Charlie wrote:
i just feel like this is going to ruin my relationship aswell, my boy is handling this pretty well and loves me and takes care of me but me being mad i tend to explode on him aswell and i can't handle the situations where he fucks up because i just don't got the nerves for it

we're good for each other and i love that he's putting effort in it finally doing his best to get better because he's dealing with some shit himself and he needs me around and HE GIVES SOMETHING IN RETURN 

idk man i feel like im about to hit the rock bottom, this is my biggest fear of hitting rockbottom any time soon because then i will be completely fked.
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Date: 23-05-2021 14:23
Charlie
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Charlie wrote:
i do but i don't want to apologize for me venting, i'm thinking i don't want to like bring any negativity to vp but at the same time i don't know where else to turn and just open up to new ears ( feels good for some reason i guess it's because it's a change of enviroment in a way, with new people etc )


i just can't hold it back and i think that it's better that i embarrass myself on here rather than actually smacking things or someone irl because that's not what i want.
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Date: 23-05-2021 14:26
Charlie
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Charlie wrote:
i just feel so god damn helpless and idk what to do
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Date: 23-05-2021 14:33
Charlie
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Charlie wrote:
i also feel like im being punished for escaping from this prison

the bittersweet irony.
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Date: 23-05-2021 14:52
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