scoff wrote:Snusmumrikken wrote:scoff wrote:
uhm no
i can't even call in sick from work if i'm super tired + hangover because it's WRONG
it's wrong so i can't do it
haven't shat (or pissed) myself since i got out of diapers aged 2 (yeah i'm serious, like i said i've always been like this and needing to go to the toilet = PANIC for me as a kid... i woulda gave up a million chocolate candies to go to the bathroom if i had too and kids don't do that) so that's nah
+ it's gross
don't wanna do anything gross
i shat myself while walking home when i was 7 years oldĀ
yeah
i never did none of that shit
i never even accidentally broke anything, ripped my pants, fell in mud - NOTHING like that
and i think it damaged me
i'm seriously considering throwing myself in the lake knowing i might or might not drown because it's more like a fucking RIVER where i live... so
i'm also seriously considering drinking out of a water puss outside our house
i just need to do something S T U P I D but i don't have the guts to
this is serious
how do i? i HVE to
you haven't lived before you slip in mud on your way to the dentist or something like that ah yes so presentableĀ