Pavlov wrote:
teachers, parents to me: u have so much potential, ur smart and very perceptive ect
my internal monologue to me: nobody likes u, ur untalented stupid and ur never gonna achieve anything in life
why are my internal thoughts so bad when there is no external reason for it, explain!!!!!
its like my only obstacle in life for achieving what i want is myself, and im aware of it but i still cant fight it, and the failures i experience because of it further validates my own insecurities which becomes an evil circle of never fulfilling any of the potential people saw in me in the first place