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Cobain
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cobain wrote:
ok but why cant life just be normal
u know

sorry i got sad. i didnt even get drunk tonight but god i am SAD. im constantly so stressed so i dont have the time to think about everything else. now i cant sleep and im thinking. and fuck i just want things to be normal. 
i cant fucking deal with the amount of dysfunction in my family, the ADDICTION, all the psychotic shit and whatnot. every single person in my family, and im probably no exception. im not sure im normal either. 

it just hurts me so bad rn that i grew up in all of this, these are the memories i have and i cant change any of it. i just have to live with all of this for the rest of my life
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Date: 17-07-2021 02:05
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
i met my cousin the other day, for the first time in about 2 years. i think she got into my head a bit, because her life is so fucking perfect. shes younger than me but she has 2 children, a fiance, stable income, stable life. im not trying to minimize her experiences but i cant stop myself from boiling on the inside when she tells me how traumatizing it was for her that her parents raised their voice at each other one time when she was 8 or smth. im not doubting her, it probably wasnt nice. i just FUCKING envy that. but thats a me issue, thats not on her. and theres always someone else who had it worse, so other people might think the same way about my childhood.

i just kind of wish i could erase some things. ive seen and been through things that a kid shouldnt see or experience. thats all i know.
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Date: 17-07-2021 02:16
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Pitbull wrote:
Even though her life seems perfect im most certainly sure that at some point it isn't that.
Focus on where you're going, not where you are right now.

Sending loads of hugs
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Date: 17-07-2021 07:07
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