Barbarella wrote: I feel like adulthood is just cycles of hitting your breaking point, going on benders, and then coming back down and being "oh fuck, oh shit, oh fuck" and then doing it all over againÂ
Barbarella wrote: I feel like adulthood is just cycles of hitting your breaking point, going on benders, and then coming back down and being "oh fuck, oh shit, oh fuck" and then doing it all over againÂ
Barbarella wrote: I feel like adulthood is just cycles of hitting your breaking point, going on benders, and then coming back down and being "oh fuck, oh shit, oh fuck" and then doing it all over againÂ
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oh well
I'm turning 28 in a few months and this has been adulthood in a nutshell for me so far lol
Barbarella wrote: I feel like adulthood is just cycles of hitting your breaking point, going on benders, and then coming back down and being "oh fuck, oh shit, oh fuck" and then doing it all over againÂ
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oh well
I'm turning 28 in a few months and this has been adulthood in a nutshell for me so far lol
im gonna find a way around it i refuse to let this happen
Pavlov wrote: im gonna find a way around it i refuse to let this happen
Therapy has helped some, but like, therapy can't help systems built to keep us downÂ
in what way did therapy help, like what was it like
changing negative thought patterns, understanding my motives for my behavior, etc. like, if I have to wade through this hellish existence, at least I'm gonna come out the other side knowing I did my best and tried to at least be a good, kind person.Â
Pavlov wrote: i feel like my life right now is just me going back and fourth between my emotional self trying to take control of my self and a somewhat stable sense of mind that is constantly trying to bargain and stop my emotional self from taking control, very nice