wrote: I need to prove something to be allowed existence, to be worthy of a place in society. Which is all actually wrong, we're by default valuable, we shouldn't need to prove anything. Whenever I accomplish something I hold on to it for dear life because finally I have a reason to feel as I'm allowed to be? That I have now justified breathing like everyone else. I also feel like I'm shitty because I feel like I am shitty. I'm not supposed to dislike myself because people think that's pathetic. I'm not supposed to feel sad because it's ''wrong''
You need to be one way and no other way
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wrote: Everything I write is so dumb which is why I only share anything online
Sylvan wrote: Capitalist society is cancer for ur brain, at one point I was sad that I'm not suicidal because I don't contribute and people hate me for it but I also didn't have the guts to end it all and not be a burden to society anymore like isn't this horribly fucked up....
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Angelica wrote: Not being allowed to feel, is a flaw in society
yeah
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Alam wrote:
Hazelnut wrote: thats what you get when you treat people badly
Bruh
Trying to recall if me and Hazel got any beef but I'm so confused
Alam wrote: On one hand I try to tell myself that since I have no choice other than either living or dying and causing a few people a lot of pain I shouldn't expect myself to do pretty much anything I don't want to do but also I want to be better than everyone else so it's hard to do that if you don't do anything, you know?
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Sylvan wrote: Capitalist society is cancer for ur brain, at one point I was sad that I'm not suicidal because I don't contribute and people hate me for it but I also didn't have the guts to end it all and not be a burden to society anymore like isn't this horribly fucked up....
We're basically given this image of what success is supposed to look like. If you don't live up to it, even if you're happy as well, it's seen as a failure. And there is so very few who is able to actually be this perfect person with prfect life. Like literally nobody wants it nor is able to make it yet 100% (except few) it is glorified