Rouya wrote:
it's ok that you're having fun, i get that you feel like "if im having fun then im faking it" or something but it's a way different setting with different expectations than school/work, so makes sense that there is less pressure and you're just doing activities that make you happy. that doesnt mean you're faking, just means you're lucky to have found something that doesnt make you miserable. you're allowed to have a break from the bad stuff, ya know? i think it's good that you're having so much fun, it's good you're getting these nice experiences that make you happy and i think you should just enjoy it to the fullest