Aphrodite wrote:Laboratory wrote:oh hells yesss big time lmaOo,, big time
all my exams were literally like: spend first 2 mins trying 2 calm breathing down, get speech somewhat eh controlled n not so stutter-y n uhh yes n then next 2 minutes trying 2 make up for lost time n panicc n then almost breakdown n then polite apology n continue n nn somehow survive the whole thing through n end up actually having done well somehow for the most part lmao ,,, but also like standard things like project presentations lmao id always stutter af n not look at anyone other than my teacher nn it's also happened that iv just been like "i cant" lmayo
i lov music n i sing a lott n n in my 9th grade in boarding school we were doing beatles musical nnn i straight up ditched my song hAHA i went nopesies bye im outtie,,, would never like ask for solos or anything either noo no sir would feel very like appreciated n honored when I was asked if I wanted any but v v often has my stage fright destroyed what couldve been good learning expierences nn yea good moments for me but oh well at least it hasn't stood in the way of aLl of em bhbh iv stepped on dem stages a few times when iv had the courage n man am I glad I hav wow this got long,,,

but i am also the type o person who would rather walk around aimlessly for 2 hours than ask a stranger for directions lmao so yea am uhhh a reserved shy being ig
I can relate 110%
It sucks when u have to give a presentation and you just turn bright red when 30 pairs of eyes are staring at you n then u start to stutter and feel almost light headed and alll ughhh
sometimes my mind would just go blank its horrible aaaaaa
I just dont get how some people can just go up there and perform just fine??, like its nothing,??? I worry about it for a month before the actual presentation and shit myself everyday…. 😭😭😭
glad im not the only one who feels like this even tho its a horrible feeling
yess exactly oh my goDddd,, terrible terrible terrible feeling