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Koolaid wrote:
sometimes i feel like a second choice, or a "rather not, but will if i have to?" i feel like ifeel that way often even though i know it's not that way most of the time. but i think it's just residual insecurity from my childhood, and im finding it hard to move past it.
this was triggered today because me and a group of friends promised to go to the movies, and only after i made the reservations we found out an event was rescheduled on the same day we booked. which in result meant that we'd have to reschedule because everyone also wanted to go there. i don't mind rescheduling but it still feels not nice. and i also don't want to blame them for also wanting to go to the event because it's the first uni event in a long time
sometimes i feel like a second choice, or a "rather not, but will if i have to?" i feel like ifeel that way often even though i know it's not that way most of the time. but i think it's just residual insecurity from my childhood, and im finding it hard to move past it.
this was triggered today because me and a group of friends promised to go to the movies, and only after i made the reservations we found out an event was rescheduled on the same day we booked. which in result meant that we'd have to reschedule because everyone also wanted to go there. i don't mind rescheduling but it still feels not nice. and i also don't want to blame them for also wanting to go to the event because it's the first uni event in a long time
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