kagura wrote:
i don't feel like my friends gives a fuck about me, i'm not saying they are obligated, but i haven't heard about them in months, they don't invite me in places and they never asks what's up in my life, and i've tried to speak in group chats but they just basically ignore me all the time, and i don't know why that is so, but in all honestly i'm so tired of them anyway, like i love them but they don't even try to fix their shitty lives and i'm so tired of being around people like that, i mean my bestfriend is not exactly trying to fix his life either but he doesn't cry about it and he has good vibes in life, i'm so tried to everyone's shit and their alcohol problems, like there's literally 2 people i wanna be around anymore that's my bestfriend and one other friends, because he's fucking trying he's literally trying to get in the med school and i know he can make that also i've met this guy i've been seeing for 3 months now and his friends seems like normal people and i ranted about how we are from so different worlds to one person but she said "oh honey take that as an opportunity you're better than the life you're living and your friend circles is just too small for you" like lowkey rude but she was right